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Benzos Valium to Cope with Being Orally Abused and Slandered

teological said:
Look OP, this is the truth, if this happens EVERY SINGLE DAY like you have stated, it very much sounds like the psychosis I went through whilst I was heavily amped up and smoking weed by the truckload...I mean your stories sound exactly like what I went through. Go see a therapist that knows what the hell is going on...this can not happen everyday from different people.

Think about it logically, EVERY DAY, from DIFFERENT STRANGERS, just talking about YOU...and these experiences are in DIRECT RELATION to people who have or have experienced psychosis...it is highly possible that you are having auditory hallucinations. You could not be, I hope not, but it sounds like it is more possible than not...that is why you have to treat it and get to the bottom of the problem.

For now you have to be confident in yourself and just ignore people that say that to you. Also until you have got to the bottom of this, DO NOT confront people.

Feel free to PM me...
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Qft.

Use your logic man.

Op, unless you happen to look like this:
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No one is gonna be persistently making comments to you or about you.
It's just not logical.

A while back I experienced psychosis too. Thanks to taking too much coke.

So I know the stuff you're hearing (and maybe even seeing) is 100% real....
But only to you.

Talk to a therapist and you'll be able to resolve this harsh reality you're living in.
All the best.
 
Your problem kind of reminds me of something my step-daughter said the other day when she got home from school. She told me she had an enormous jerk for a teacher and she wanted out of his class. I told her she's going to encounter jerks everyday of her life, whether it's a teacher (at her age) or a boss when she's older. They're everywhere and there's not too much you can do about "them", only how you react to them. You just can't "skate" through life and expect to meet nothing but nice people! I told her to tough it out and make the best of it and that she’d be a better person for it. I know that's tough-love but hey, that's life.

My advice to you is the same. You can't possibly change folks who are going to say intentionally mean things to you. You can only choose how it's going to affect you. Call it taking one for the team (you saved another individual from having to hear it) or whatever you need to be able to survive. As a saying on an old coffee mug of mine used to say - "Don't let the Turkeys get you down".

Please stop self-medicating and basically, beating yourself up. You are a decent person and God only put one of you on this planet, by his design (no, I'm not overly religious, but it's true). Do something every day to boost yourself up. Positive affirmations or whatever they call it. See a therapist. Just be proactive, so "YOU" take over the reins of power. Don't let some jerk you bump into have your power, own it!
 
Cornishman said:
So I know the stuff you're hearing (and maybe even seeing) is 100% real....
But only to you.
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logically speaking, none of us knows his situation.
you don't know that he's delusional.
it could very well be real.
i'd be more than angry after expressing myself and problems here- just to have everyone
and their sister tell me it's not happening.
being on an anti-psychotic doesn't mean he is psychotic.
dr.'s are fallible.
 
tokenname said:
logically speaking, none of us knows his situation.
you don't know that he's delusional.
it could very well be real.
i'd be more than angry after expressing myself and problems here- just to have everyone
and their sister tell me it's not happening.
being on an anti-psychotic doesn't mean he is psychotic.
dr.'s are fallible.
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Respectfully, while that is true, you will not usually question yourself enough to allow a doctor to put you on clozopine, on a might be. That is a seriously heavy medication from what I have seen. Both unfortunately and fortunately I am privy to conditions and medications that help with various disorders. I am merely trying to help. It takes a lot for me to open my mouth (keyboard) so I feel strongly about this subject :-)
"Not happening" is exactly the language to avoid. It absolutely is happening that is why it makes a person mad, fearful and depressed. I helped my friend two days ago because she had sit in her living room crying because she had heard them say they would be taking her away somewhere. That she was too stupid to make it on her own. It broke my heart.

I hope that you understand that I was supporting his right to accept that what he is hearing is very real. Not that he was delusional. They say that healthy people can hear voices throughout their life, but when it interferes enough to make your life miserable, you need a helping hand.
 
ouchy:
i think you're great ..and have no beef w/you whatsoever.
i just, respectfully, have seen ppl get rolled over by dr's more than
once..not questioning a thing..to their own detriment..
and am choosing to throw my benefit of the doubt the OP's way.

i respect all you say.

i'm sorry about your friend..

you sound like a great one! :)
 
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