Hey all, I'm on day 2 of rapid (cold) home detoxing from a very HEAVY HEAVY Opiate use. I had had MORE than enough of this garbage and literally has wasted almost 100,000 of his extremely large trust fund on these demonic drugs! My question is, I was feeling absolutely terrible, literally have suicidal thought, deep depression etc until I came across an old script of blue 10mg valiums. I ingested 60mg to try and just get rid of the anxiety issues and it seems to be working to a degree (aside from the physical pains.) My questions is, what can I do to subside these pains? They are immense and making me go out of my ever loving mind.
On a side note, the Valium has made me feel almost intoxicated and as though they don't care about the WD's. Is this ok? I WANTS THIS DONE WITH!!!!!! They've had enough. Another thing. I am going this alone. I lives in a big house alone with 1 dog, and I have cleaning ladies that come every morning, and today one noticed I was having issues and offered me Oxy's to help with pain. I denied but is now KICKING himself. Is this normal?????
Please help as I am at my last straw....
On a side note, the Valium has made me feel almost intoxicated and as though they don't care about the WD's. Is this ok? I WANTS THIS DONE WITH!!!!!! They've had enough. Another thing. I am going this alone. I lives in a big house alone with 1 dog, and I have cleaning ladies that come every morning, and today one noticed I was having issues and offered me Oxy's to help with pain. I denied but is now KICKING himself. Is this normal?????
Please help as I am at my last straw....
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