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  • Trip Reports Moderator: Cheshire_Kat

Valium-inexperienced-embarrasing painful blur of violence and pain

There's no point repeating what's already been said, but I cant believe you were stupid enough to:
-pay $12 a pill
-consume them all without knowing anything about them
drop your pants, kick someone in the face and throw bricks at a window when you were on a sedative - N.B - sedatives generally sedate - they don't cause you to do that stupid shit
-hide behind the drug instead of fronting up to your actions like a man

I realise that I blatantly contradicted my first statement but it dumbfounds me how you could actually do all that while on 5 valium, I generally can't get off my couch, let alone make a complete idiot of myself.

Just take the experience as a lession. From the sounds of it, you havent learnt from it, but hopefully after some careful consideration, you'll think about the consequences of your actions in future. I don't mean to preach, but from your last post it still doesnt sound like you're being culpable for your actions, but rather, still using the drug as a scapegoat.
 
" sedatives generally sedate - they don't cause you to do that stupid shit"

At normal doses... I know of lots of events where sedatives have caused odd behavoir with potential for violent acts with higher doses. Look on erowid, theres some stories similar to this one there.

Alcohol is a sedative. People can do stupid and violent shit when drunk, and it doesn't "generally sedate"
 
GFunk02 said:
" sedatives generally sedate - they don't cause you to do that stupid shit"

At normal doses... I know of lots of events where sedatives have caused odd behavoir with potential for violent acts with higher doses. Look on erowid, theres some stories similar to this one there.

Alcohol is a sedative. People can do stupid and violent shit when drunk, and it doesn't "generally sedate"

True, it was a generalisation. My bad. I suppose I just got a little carried away at this exhibition of reckless, violent behaviour. Still, whenever I take a heavy dose of valium I get couch locked so this sort of behaviour on it is pretty unusual. Peace
 
hopefully you learned a plethora of facts:

1) do not pay $12 for valium, especially when the seller is some chick passed out next to you
2) what were you doing taking your pants off in the first place?
3) don't be kicking people in the face
4) throwing bricks at people's houses will get you gang-banged
5) cops are fuckin' mean
 
I assumed from blowmonkey's post and a perusal of the OP's posts, which included such gems as "I just fed my wiener dog an E," to paraphrase, that it was a troll. But the post lent itself to good HR discussion for newbies to think on, e.g. "stupid shit you do on drugs is your responsibility, not the drug's," etc. Just my thoughts.
 
If she tried to charge me $12 a pop, I would have just taken the pills from the girl and walked away. Wtf could a couch locked 98lb girl do to you?

And to whoever said benzos dont make one violent. That's so far from the truth. Drugs in this class lower certain people's inhibitions so much that it's dangerous within itself. When i first got into benzos i would go on stealing sprees like when i used to use meth. It's because all your inhibitions/anxiety is gone, so you feel like superman.

If you dont know how to control yourself, you are in route to doing some very stupid things. Plus they make you forget what happened the day before.

I owe a shit load of money to my credit cards and i dont remember even buying anything with them. But my CC company comfirmed everything i bought. I eventually found all the pointless merchandice laying around the house.

This example is nothing compared to what you might do when you dont know you're doing it. Take it as an early warning.
 
Yeeaah, I'm going to bite the bullet and close this one, there's been plenty of reports before where we've all gone "Oh, where's the HM!", and since this is a HM board, I'd rather not perpetuate such ignorance of it. There's more than enough statements of "jesus christ be careful" in here, (seriously, eating 5 valium on your first go is living darwinism) - so yeah.

Unless of course someone really wants this reopened (you'd have to have a damn fine excuse, but hey, I'm all ears), PM away!

:)
 
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