Vacation over.

I just get back from vacation last night-
I was with my family for ten days-
For the most oart it went really well-
We drove all over Colorado and got to see alot of the Rockies.....I saw my brother- which was more than awesome.....I tried to hang on to every minute with him.....He left Thursday for California before heading back to Iraq.
Today I am so depressed that I am almost numb.....if that makes any sense.
I cried myself to sleep last night and will probably have a pretty good breakdown again later when I thaw out my ice sheild again.
I had to harden myself a bit so I could get through all the stuff I had to do today- (and I only made it through the shopping part of the 'things to do' list)
My father made leaving a little easier than it would have been if he had been kind......I will go into that later- when I can deal with writing it out- right now it would just come out jumbled.....like the rest of this entry
Ack! I hate being depressed.

 

I hate you being depressed too. You know how to get a hold of me if you need to talk. Hope you feel better soon.

 

Aw hun that sucks you are feeling so horrid right now Sorry to hear things didn't go well with your father... issues with family members can really hurt and make life pretty hard when it effects you. Just remember you have a very loving husband, and i am pleased to hear you had a great time with your brother

 

Thanks you guys
I do have a very loving husband and a very loving brother for which I am eternally grateful!!!

 

(((ocean)))

I can only imagine how hard this must be for you. Hopefully things will get better soon.

 

Awww Ocean...you are so strong and resilient, and times like these it helps to look for those things that we can be grateful for, like you just did. Made me smile. Hope you feel better soon...!!!

 

Thanks
You guys are so sweet.