I've been pondering this question for quite some time now. I've seen it asked previously but on other forums with everyone against drug culture and strictly sobriety or nothing. Let me first say that I respect people's decision to be 100% clean, however I'm not at that point yet in my life where I'm ready to say no more. Quality of life is my top priority being that we only have 1 shot on earth so hopefully we can all keep an open mind here and respect everyone's perspective!
So just like the title says, using methamphetamine and maybe some coke during the detox period of methadone. Just like many of you reading this I've done the detox relapse detox relapse detox relapse waaay to many times. Sometimes it would last a week and sometimes I could make it several months. I tried suboxone but it was to easy to cheat and my wife wasn't having anymore of me being sick all the time so I started MMT. It did what it was supposed to, killed the cravings and blocked the few slips I attempted but now 2 years later at 200 bucks a month and all the side effects like insane amounts of sweating ( on top of living in las Vegas, it's 111 today ) constipation and always feeling mentally numb.
Sorry ill now get to the questions! I'm slowly dropping down from max of 135 down to 0. I'll be trying to fly through the higher doses until I start feeling icky then take it slower. I saved quite a lot of my take home supply so I can taper via day skipping and .75, .50 and .25. I know I'm going to feel terrible and I already know I just can't handle being down for weeks/months. I can't miss work and I can't ponder suicide. Has anyone used amphetamines during detox and if so how did you feel? How did you feel after you crash, did you wake up right back into WD or did the flow of dopamine help at all? General thoughts about it overall?
The most common response I've seen from others asking were you're just trading 1 addiction for another. Maybe that's true, then again I wonder if when you reach that breaking point, is it better to take that risk than go back down that same path again? I've never had a small relapse or just a slip, it's always all or nothing. After that first rush washes over me my mind quickly spams my thoughts with a million different excuses to keep using.
Sorry for such a long post I'm just trying to cover it all now
its been over 10 years since I've used any amphetamines, but I do coke quite a bit. I work graveyards by myself so I just take pokes from a bullet every once in a while. When it comes to coke/meth I seem to react a little differently than most. With coke I can party all night and pass right out. Coke actually has a very small effect on me, but it quiets my thoughts and that's the whole reason why I use! With both coke and meth I hit that point where I no longer want to keep going and I go to sleep. Usually 6 hours with coke and about 12 with meth. The longest binge I've ever gone on was about 16 hours lol. Please know I'm not saying I can keep things under control and have no problems blah blah blah! I am just a big fan of sleep. I'm really looking forward to any insight anyone is willing to share and a pre thank you for any help I may get!
So just like the title says, using methamphetamine and maybe some coke during the detox period of methadone. Just like many of you reading this I've done the detox relapse detox relapse detox relapse waaay to many times. Sometimes it would last a week and sometimes I could make it several months. I tried suboxone but it was to easy to cheat and my wife wasn't having anymore of me being sick all the time so I started MMT. It did what it was supposed to, killed the cravings and blocked the few slips I attempted but now 2 years later at 200 bucks a month and all the side effects like insane amounts of sweating ( on top of living in las Vegas, it's 111 today ) constipation and always feeling mentally numb.
Sorry ill now get to the questions! I'm slowly dropping down from max of 135 down to 0. I'll be trying to fly through the higher doses until I start feeling icky then take it slower. I saved quite a lot of my take home supply so I can taper via day skipping and .75, .50 and .25. I know I'm going to feel terrible and I already know I just can't handle being down for weeks/months. I can't miss work and I can't ponder suicide. Has anyone used amphetamines during detox and if so how did you feel? How did you feel after you crash, did you wake up right back into WD or did the flow of dopamine help at all? General thoughts about it overall?
The most common response I've seen from others asking were you're just trading 1 addiction for another. Maybe that's true, then again I wonder if when you reach that breaking point, is it better to take that risk than go back down that same path again? I've never had a small relapse or just a slip, it's always all or nothing. After that first rush washes over me my mind quickly spams my thoughts with a million different excuses to keep using.
Sorry for such a long post I'm just trying to cover it all now
