falsifiedhypothesi
Bluelight Crew
I can't handle my mental state, anxiety, sleep problems, depression, eating problems, and suicidal thoughts have plagued me for years. I feel run down all the time and as of lately have completely lost myself. At this moment the brain fog is so cloudy that I can't see a few inches in front of me.
I have tried to find help in doctors and family but I am so unclear in my thoughts that I can't articulate what I am going though. Everytime I have the clarity of mind to attempt to confess my problems I am either too wasted to confront anyone, or too worried about rejection and misunderstanding.
The problems seem overwhelming in my mind but when I tell someone about my privileged life they tell me I have it good and all is well. This causes complete confusion in my mind at the moment they say it because I know I have all the opportunity in the world but I just can't bring myself to utilize any of those things. All I feel is weakness and I hate myself for the pity I feel towards myself.
idk if this made any sense but I'll figure that out tomorrow when I've sobered up
I have tried to find help in doctors and family but I am so unclear in my thoughts that I can't articulate what I am going though. Everytime I have the clarity of mind to attempt to confess my problems I am either too wasted to confront anyone, or too worried about rejection and misunderstanding.
The problems seem overwhelming in my mind but when I tell someone about my privileged life they tell me I have it good and all is well. This causes complete confusion in my mind at the moment they say it because I know I have all the opportunity in the world but I just can't bring myself to utilize any of those things. All I feel is weakness and I hate myself for the pity I feel towards myself.
idk if this made any sense but I'll figure that out tomorrow when I've sobered up