Hey,
I've not used for 6-7 months now.
And I often get dreams once or twice a week that I'm at the doctors trying my hardest to get a prescription for benzos and will do anything to convince the doctor I need them. If it's not that it's where I'm in a pharmacy that I either have pretended I work there so staff are none of the wiser or the pharmacy is closed and I'm always looking for benzos. In both dreams I never get the benzos. Either they don't have them in stock or I can't find them on the shelves.
I have no urge in my awake life to use them. But obviously do in my dreams.
Why is this happening? I feel guilty for a short period after waking.
Why is this?
I've not used for 6-7 months now.
And I often get dreams once or twice a week that I'm at the doctors trying my hardest to get a prescription for benzos and will do anything to convince the doctor I need them. If it's not that it's where I'm in a pharmacy that I either have pretended I work there so staff are none of the wiser or the pharmacy is closed and I'm always looking for benzos. In both dreams I never get the benzos. Either they don't have them in stock or I can't find them on the shelves.
I have no urge in my awake life to use them. But obviously do in my dreams.
Why is this happening? I feel guilty for a short period after waking.
Why is this?