Psychedelics tend to give me pretty bad anxiety at any dosage level... I love the insights, messages, and hallucinations, but there seems to be a paralell paranoia and generalised anxiety that is quite uncomfortable that just seems to co with the experience, even though im not having a "bad trip"
HIgh doses of marijuana are hallucinogenic to me, but also have some high anxiety.. As an experiment, i took 1.5mg xanax, waited for it to come fully on, and then smoked a high dose of marijuana.. The high(mental euphoria, thought and feeling expansion) where all present at full strenth and there was no anxiety(normally there is alot)! The only thing I found dimished were the actual OEVs(yes I get good OEVs with weed) by prob 50%.
Heres what Im driving at..
The reason why I use hallucinogens skeptically is because I do not like the simultaneous anxiety they give me.. I love everything else they do.. I was wondering if a small or medium(1-1.5mg for me) dose of xanax before dosing psychedelics would severley inhibit major parts of a mushroom or LSD trip?? Would the xanax give me the same anxiety relieving effects as it did with the marijuana??
I would like to explore my conciousness more with these substances, but in the past feel it has been impeded by the anxiety attacks that tryptamines(and THC) seem to give me.. Its not really that Im afraid of oppening up.. If anything MDMA has cleared that up, plus the fact that ive tripped enough to be familiar.. The anxiety just seems to be an unfortunate side effect that occurs with all the trips, even the good ones.