just a coker 01
Bluelighter
Hi guys, i have been finding that my crack comsumption/smoke rate was that of chain smoking wether a .1 to 1+g i have been a steam engine, i couldnt score last week and had some $£€¥ left so went on amazon and ordered a smalll items safe, not of the type with a code or combination but one that stays locked up to a time that it has been programmed to. It can be locked from one miniute to 365 days, when the time is completed only then does it unlock and open, so i scored .5 earlier washed a little to smoke and rest was put in safe for 1 hour and 50 minitues , smoked the bit that i didnt put in safe and now have 18 minitues left until it unlocks, i thought i would try this as a experiment to rationing usage and personally monitoring how i feel waiting longer to be able to smoke some more, feelings of frustration but also an awakeness that ishould be ok rationing instead of being a greedy lungs and bingeing, i will see how long and how many times i can smoke some and have some locked in the safe,, it seems a bit weak and childish to goto this extreme but im a personal beliver in testing my own character, mind set and attitude, admidtly sometimes i flunk up things but in a way thats not failure in fact its a good thing to find out about oneself and usage of whatever drug or could even use the safe to ration chocolate or sweets or drink money, which will be my next test, in putting a couple of days rum money in it and program it to open after a certain amounts of days to start
It doesnt make out that i have a sound strong mind but drugs are drugs and sometimes such ways of rationing can be benefical espically if you have reoccuring habits routines etc, if you feel you need or just want to test yourself about how you feel with a break in pipe use or amounts forget any stigma that its a weakness, as drugs can be a challenge
It doesnt make out that i have a sound strong mind but drugs are drugs and sometimes such ways of rationing can be benefical espically if you have reoccuring habits routines etc, if you feel you need or just want to test yourself about how you feel with a break in pipe use or amounts forget any stigma that its a weakness, as drugs can be a challenge