I really appreciate everyone’s feedback on this site, I learned a lot.
My concerns are around benzo, alcohol, H, T3, sleeping pills.
I have extreme anxiety and depression that I’ve endured my whole life 50+ years. I’ve had remarkable successes and remarkable setbacks directly related to my brain.
I’d taken to street drugs for years and to complete abstinence. After years of complete sobriety, I would be awake for days and in bed for days. It wasn’t until my prescription-reluctant doc prescribed benzo’s after seeing me when I had been awake for 3 consecutive days with accompanying hallucinations that he prescribed benzo’s. I couldn’t have been more appreciative as (after actually sleeping) it raised my quality of life. It was no Utopia, just better. This was several years ago.
I take .25-.33mg Xanax/day. I drink 4-5 alcoholic drinks about 3 days/week
Last year I I was in an accident that left me permanently physically disabled; I was unable to walk for a year, and have increased isolation. The accident is Unrelated to drugs, alcohol, personal accountability.
I tried H by injestion (drinking and eating) after intake of Xanax/alcohol cocktail and puked 3 hours after injesting.
So, I abstained from Xanax/alcohol for a couple days ( with high anxiety) and then snorted a bit of H and it was better, but not ideal.
I’ve since tested my product and it tested positive for Fentanyl. I will only snort (preferably) or do sublingual. I’m concerned sublingual takes more finesse as you have to leave it under the tongue for 10 minutes without flooding the mouth.
I’ve also found that snorting is 70%boa, sublingual is 50%boa, injestion is
5% boa (and injesting turns it to morphine) Also, snorting and sublingual bypass the stomach and digestive system which is f’g me up.
As mentioned above, I’ve taken an occasional sleeping pill (ambien, sonata) and an occasional Tylenol with morphine or Tylenol with codeine.
What is the best and worst scenario for this mix? (Focusing on H with F, benzo’s — then alcohol— then pain pills?)
Bluntly, what is the “perfect storm” cocktail and combo to die and what is the best way to get relief?
I’m trying to be as concrete and knowledgeable as possible.
Thanks!
My concerns are around benzo, alcohol, H, T3, sleeping pills.
I have extreme anxiety and depression that I’ve endured my whole life 50+ years. I’ve had remarkable successes and remarkable setbacks directly related to my brain.
I’d taken to street drugs for years and to complete abstinence. After years of complete sobriety, I would be awake for days and in bed for days. It wasn’t until my prescription-reluctant doc prescribed benzo’s after seeing me when I had been awake for 3 consecutive days with accompanying hallucinations that he prescribed benzo’s. I couldn’t have been more appreciative as (after actually sleeping) it raised my quality of life. It was no Utopia, just better. This was several years ago.
I take .25-.33mg Xanax/day. I drink 4-5 alcoholic drinks about 3 days/week
Last year I I was in an accident that left me permanently physically disabled; I was unable to walk for a year, and have increased isolation. The accident is Unrelated to drugs, alcohol, personal accountability.
I tried H by injestion (drinking and eating) after intake of Xanax/alcohol cocktail and puked 3 hours after injesting.
So, I abstained from Xanax/alcohol for a couple days ( with high anxiety) and then snorted a bit of H and it was better, but not ideal.
I’ve since tested my product and it tested positive for Fentanyl. I will only snort (preferably) or do sublingual. I’m concerned sublingual takes more finesse as you have to leave it under the tongue for 10 minutes without flooding the mouth.
I’ve also found that snorting is 70%boa, sublingual is 50%boa, injestion is
5% boa (and injesting turns it to morphine) Also, snorting and sublingual bypass the stomach and digestive system which is f’g me up. As mentioned above, I’ve taken an occasional sleeping pill (ambien, sonata) and an occasional Tylenol with morphine or Tylenol with codeine.
What is the best and worst scenario for this mix? (Focusing on H with F, benzo’s — then alcohol— then pain pills?)
Bluntly, what is the “perfect storm” cocktail and combo to die and what is the best way to get relief?
I’m trying to be as concrete and knowledgeable as possible.
Thanks!
