A few people have asked how my life has been since my 4 week ban...
Well a lot can change in a month.
I finally found a new job, running an accounting program at a auto care shop. I imput parts into the program, customer invoice tickets and make sure things get paid, then filing. It was really stressful at first. Learning new things are hard consider I have NO experience with Peachtree, Shopkey or any program like it. Not to mention my boss can be a lil hot tempered.. But right now, for some reason I get stuff done and just sit here and wait for the phone to ring. Rather boring. I could fall asleep right here.
I broke up with Sean. It all started when I ran into my old neighbor at the bar. 8 years my senior we never hung out when I was a kid. But we got along well and stayed in contact. One night he invited me back to his place for a few more beers after the bar closed... that was the start of many nights spent talking about stuff for hours and hours until the sun came up.
We have our own lingo, things we say that no one else would get, and keep a running list of things that we say when we are stoned that are funny. We have created a multi-color list of post-it notes on his fridge that it now moving to his unfinished walls after just a few weeks. lol But hey it can use the color.
He knew I was taken and tried not to cross the line. But I flirted and he did as well. I just couldn't believe how well we got along, he made me feel good, happy (meds help I'm sure), he was funny and smart and just great. We started planning a party that we will be having out in the woods that we used to play in as kids. There is a train tressle that we are going to have a bonfire under and even a little bridge to cross the creek in front of it. I'm very excited, its this Saturday.
As this goes on, we spend a lot of time together. With Sean living so far away it made things hard and he just hadn't been the person I fell for. I tried to break up with him once but it just hurt to much.
Another night talking to Tony, likely stoned, I realized. Sean is 12.... He uses the fact that he can't drive as an excuse not to work, and to just live in his partent's house at 27. I mean Tony can't drive either. He bikes to work and has his own place (although something has to be done about the cats...my god they shed so bad that my allergies go crazy) But anyway, I saw Sean going one way and me going another. Plus Tony and I were falling for each other and I was falling away from Sean. So I told him, get your life together, grow up, get a job, move out, perhaps drive and then call me and see what I'm doing.
He later texted me that this was a huge wake up call for him. Well I would hope so. I do want him to be happy, with or without me. He tells me that he loves me (over text when the whole 8 months we were together he never would say it back) and that he would change things and he wanted to have lunch so that I and I could end on good terms rather than the asshole way he treated me when I left. I still have some things to pick up anyway.
I'm not sure about this. I don't want it to become complicated. Tony seems ok, he knows that things are complicated. He didn't exspect that I would choose him... Really we are quite smitten with each other. Have a lot common but not some much we couldn't learn from each other.....
more later....
Well a lot can change in a month.
I finally found a new job, running an accounting program at a auto care shop. I imput parts into the program, customer invoice tickets and make sure things get paid, then filing. It was really stressful at first. Learning new things are hard consider I have NO experience with Peachtree, Shopkey or any program like it. Not to mention my boss can be a lil hot tempered.. But right now, for some reason I get stuff done and just sit here and wait for the phone to ring. Rather boring. I could fall asleep right here.
I broke up with Sean. It all started when I ran into my old neighbor at the bar. 8 years my senior we never hung out when I was a kid. But we got along well and stayed in contact. One night he invited me back to his place for a few more beers after the bar closed... that was the start of many nights spent talking about stuff for hours and hours until the sun came up.
We have our own lingo, things we say that no one else would get, and keep a running list of things that we say when we are stoned that are funny. We have created a multi-color list of post-it notes on his fridge that it now moving to his unfinished walls after just a few weeks. lol But hey it can use the color.
He knew I was taken and tried not to cross the line. But I flirted and he did as well. I just couldn't believe how well we got along, he made me feel good, happy (meds help I'm sure), he was funny and smart and just great. We started planning a party that we will be having out in the woods that we used to play in as kids. There is a train tressle that we are going to have a bonfire under and even a little bridge to cross the creek in front of it. I'm very excited, its this Saturday.
As this goes on, we spend a lot of time together. With Sean living so far away it made things hard and he just hadn't been the person I fell for. I tried to break up with him once but it just hurt to much.
Another night talking to Tony, likely stoned, I realized. Sean is 12.... He uses the fact that he can't drive as an excuse not to work, and to just live in his partent's house at 27. I mean Tony can't drive either. He bikes to work and has his own place (although something has to be done about the cats...my god they shed so bad that my allergies go crazy) But anyway, I saw Sean going one way and me going another. Plus Tony and I were falling for each other and I was falling away from Sean. So I told him, get your life together, grow up, get a job, move out, perhaps drive and then call me and see what I'm doing.
He later texted me that this was a huge wake up call for him. Well I would hope so. I do want him to be happy, with or without me. He tells me that he loves me (over text when the whole 8 months we were together he never would say it back) and that he would change things and he wanted to have lunch so that I and I could end on good terms rather than the asshole way he treated me when I left. I still have some things to pick up anyway.
I'm not sure about this. I don't want it to become complicated. Tony seems ok, he knows that things are complicated. He didn't exspect that I would choose him... Really we are quite smitten with each other. Have a lot common but not some much we couldn't learn from each other.....
more later....
