After everything thats happened, and I told the detective, I was his friend. Best friend. I wasn't his supplier. I do not even have any to give much less sell. He was basicly telling me the girlfriend is upset, and filled with Grief, because of some texts that were on Joe's phone when he died. We were very close, and she is jealous of our relationship, and I was the one with him the day before he died. I can see her point, but we were just friends, but very close. It does explain the reason she denied me the right to go to his funeral, but makes the pain I feel no less.
As for the emails, it was from overseas, so I am guessing it could be a bluelighter. Or she is very good. I really want to but this all behind me, so to do so I wanted to give updates. I told the detective I would tell him if the emails and calls continue. To my suprise it has stopped as of yesterday, so hopefully whoever was sending them, got the plessure they were seeking. As for in one of the last emails, they said they hoped that it would find me dead. Well, I glad to inform all who care, it didn't. Just has given me more reason to be were I am, in the darkside. I was thinking I was losing my gift to help, then when his death came, it reminded me of why I was doing this. I will not take blame for any deaths that happen around me that I have no control over, thats silly, I will continue to try and help anyone that truly wants and needs it, this I do know. All I need now is time to heal, and then I will pick my modstick up again. Thanks again for all of you that continue to support and show me and my daughters love. You are the good I see through all of the bad.
As for the emails, it was from overseas, so I am guessing it could be a bluelighter. Or she is very good. I really want to but this all behind me, so to do so I wanted to give updates. I told the detective I would tell him if the emails and calls continue. To my suprise it has stopped as of yesterday, so hopefully whoever was sending them, got the plessure they were seeking. As for in one of the last emails, they said they hoped that it would find me dead. Well, I glad to inform all who care, it didn't. Just has given me more reason to be were I am, in the darkside. I was thinking I was losing my gift to help, then when his death came, it reminded me of why I was doing this. I will not take blame for any deaths that happen around me that I have no control over, thats silly, I will continue to try and help anyone that truly wants and needs it, this I do know. All I need now is time to heal, and then I will pick my modstick up again. Thanks again for all of you that continue to support and show me and my daughters love. You are the good I see through all of the bad.