stationdragon
Greenlighter
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- May 15, 2016
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Hi people,
I'm so sorry for the late update on this for those of you who were worried about the outcome of this situation I found myself in that I posted about the other day.
I went to update on the thread a moment ago which I discovered has since been closed, it probably didn't go down well with the moderators and for that I am also sorry, I was in a panic for my friend and was scrambling for advice quickly.
Basically a very distressed friend came to mine in a terrible state and after she left I discovered that she had taken my entire stash of codeine and benzos, according to posters on the original thread, easily enough to kill.
Well I'm happy to say she was found alive and...well, not well (as in her state of mind) but she hadn't taken the pills, I just think it was a very desperate cry for help because she wasn't too hard to track down, otherwise I believe she would have gone somewhere to disappear.
Sadly, as I'm sure you can imagine, I did not inform the police that the stash was mine and there was no chance of it being returned to me anyway, so that has probably since been incinerated.
The reason for my late update on this is that I have been going through withdrawal hell as a result of this. But to be honest I've only been abusing this stuff for a few weeks so I'm sure it could have been much, much worse if I was a longtime addict.
This incident has really opened my eyes and despite the agony I've been through these last few days I couldn't be happier to be off them now. I'm still suffering some withdrawal but I believe I'm over the worst of it and I don't intend on building up another stash like that again because once I lost my inhibitions then anything was on the cards.
Most importantly is that my friend is now safe and getting all the help she needs, I'd have gone through what I have in these last days 100 times over as long as the outcome for her remained the same, to me that is far more important than the great deal of money I'd spent on these things and having the option to keep using.
I had my fun, but I burned out real quick, these drugs are great when you're on them but your worst enemy when you're off them and now I'm through the worst of it, I'll call it a experiment and the results are in. I won't be going back down that road.
Back to less legal but safer compounds.
To those of you who read, commented and were worried at the time, I hope this has eased your mind somewhat to have the situation finalised.
Thank you for all your advice and be well, each and every one of you.
Stationdragon
I'm so sorry for the late update on this for those of you who were worried about the outcome of this situation I found myself in that I posted about the other day.
I went to update on the thread a moment ago which I discovered has since been closed, it probably didn't go down well with the moderators and for that I am also sorry, I was in a panic for my friend and was scrambling for advice quickly.
Basically a very distressed friend came to mine in a terrible state and after she left I discovered that she had taken my entire stash of codeine and benzos, according to posters on the original thread, easily enough to kill.
Well I'm happy to say she was found alive and...well, not well (as in her state of mind) but she hadn't taken the pills, I just think it was a very desperate cry for help because she wasn't too hard to track down, otherwise I believe she would have gone somewhere to disappear.
Sadly, as I'm sure you can imagine, I did not inform the police that the stash was mine and there was no chance of it being returned to me anyway, so that has probably since been incinerated.
The reason for my late update on this is that I have been going through withdrawal hell as a result of this. But to be honest I've only been abusing this stuff for a few weeks so I'm sure it could have been much, much worse if I was a longtime addict.
This incident has really opened my eyes and despite the agony I've been through these last few days I couldn't be happier to be off them now. I'm still suffering some withdrawal but I believe I'm over the worst of it and I don't intend on building up another stash like that again because once I lost my inhibitions then anything was on the cards.
Most importantly is that my friend is now safe and getting all the help she needs, I'd have gone through what I have in these last days 100 times over as long as the outcome for her remained the same, to me that is far more important than the great deal of money I'd spent on these things and having the option to keep using.
I had my fun, but I burned out real quick, these drugs are great when you're on them but your worst enemy when you're off them and now I'm through the worst of it, I'll call it a experiment and the results are in. I won't be going back down that road.
Back to less legal but safer compounds.
To those of you who read, commented and were worried at the time, I hope this has eased your mind somewhat to have the situation finalised.
Thank you for all your advice and be well, each and every one of you.
Stationdragon