Apologies in advance if a long-ish post, it's gonna help me to subconsciously process this by writing it out I think anyway, so carry on if you fancy, if not then no worries!
Yo mate. Sorry I’d have swelled contributing here until maybe 2 years ago. My energy is too limited to realistically manage online communication like I used to fairly superfluously so I’m a shill and copout now by self admission lol.
But actually I gotta tell you buddy, IMO anyway certainly seeing what an excellent aware and accomplished writer and solid accurate rememberer you are never showing it off, that in mind…. Did anyone ever tell you you talk too little?
Oh, and a strong Salvia trip which I don't care to remember, not for me at all ugh.
Agree with you there. High % Salvia extracts are scarier than any rollercoaster.
Never was even for me. Actually the No.1 top official most full on Alice in Wonderland hallucination I ever had was from a large bucket bong, you know the OG bottle in water raising it style
On a Sunday night after 14 E’s overnight some homegrown legal then 2004 Mexican shrooms a macro dose.
Ketamine that time always in the mix. I was cool af 100% of the time like handled anything no sacrifice of a good time nor feeling ill still working weeks friends etc
So I’d just sniffed some pure “Kiddie Ket” before the experimental large Salvia bucket. Was only x15 strength that one too! I grabbed it in London one Friday evening quickly trained there and back after work to buy a legal Mexican Mushroom growing kit for 15 quid!
And it came with a FREE 3.5 dried your choice of Mexicans or Columbians!
Kit and 3.5 dried grams for 15?? ? lol
I opted for Columbians there, I ate them right away about 6:30 pm Friday dark already, man I came up fast and hard too feeling well sketchy walking dark streets
I had some amazing Skunk though I was still determined to smoke on way back to train station asap too lol.
I found a small public toilet rolled a fat joint in cubicle, dude entering feeling paranoid lol.
Moreso smoking it walking London’s central copped streets tripping hard.
That’s when I grabbed the x15 gram Salvia extract.
The bucket of it, zero man woman or beast on Earth- can possibly ever know any stage of that type v short rollercoaster full on hallucinating trip, that it isn’t real!
At any stage, it’s impossible until you HAVE actually died (or in this case some baddy Demon right at the end of the violently magical fast revolving (literally like doors too! Or rooms as it was scene by scene until….
Demon has trapped me behind at the rave everyone left I’m under concrete it’s SO real then before you know it BANG back in the room 100% cognizant present fresh calm collected clear memory
And I’d never felt more therapied in my life!
But f that ever again lol still.
Re this trip. My energy is too wained so I’ll be short on it but, in all my own decades my v most magical mystical rewarding ones involved the combination, in a mere macro amount each way good just spaced 3-4 hours apart, of LSD and Psilocybin.
Trip first. 3.5 hours in macro shroom dose.
Weed from then on. I also loved MDA or MDMA with too but not needed say. F incredible though.
But just ganja atop Shrooms + acid it’s truly mystical. And more deeply therapeutic too.
Now I’d argue also the more stimulating self confident excitable energizing headspace of LSD a bit like Exstacy kind of kills all the edginess and confrontation mushrooms can bring
Turning the experience into only wickedness. Zero dark once you’re electrically up on the LSD sparks literally fly, (I actually saw that once, like must have been actual atoms or energy or something I swear but was after 9 good E’s London rave, 2 drops strong liquid LSD Mexican shrooms then huge ketamine lines.
Oh what a buzz and a place, gigantic freshly disused University complex f wow 100’s different rooms rigs places like need 5 days to go nearly everywhere!
That was a serious trip though boy I came up and SAW shit but again couldn’t have been cooler still strangely?
Sorry, yes. My strong vote. 200 to 250 even better LSD followed by a roughly equivalent macro dose of shrooms about 3-4 hrs in just as soon as feels getting reign control and sight of the rising peak but pre-peak
Then enjoy good weed if you have any. I swear it’s f wicked like Exstacy you know used to simply be SO good…. The shrooms atop acid with weed always had the same only brilliant and always so timeless tinge to it.
Way too few trippers too actually use shrooms and acid together this way, importantly in this order though!
Re equivalents, I always regarded 50 Liberty caps
Or 3.5 gr dried Mexicans, to be about equivalent to a no T 250 ug trip. (Edit forgot just shorter lasting obviously but reaches the 250 maybe 300 arguably peak headspace and certainly visuals maybe moreso on the latter for a short period)
Made edibles into coconut oil yesterday 50 day cured Strawberry. Vaporizing 40 day cured Ravenberry after this morning edible dose.
No need here ever again for psychedelics it is as Aldous Huxley said too, the was quite legendary quote too which as a naive I yearned to see the sense I knew was there.
But with a lifetime of tripping ahead it was the wrong time I guess duh and, point in question.
Because now and I’ve not even thought about this line for decades it seems to make sense when he wrote
“When the doors of Perception are cleansed everything will appear to man as it is. Infinite.”
(iirc but I recall ofc too Jim Morrison took that directly into the hence Doors)