i think i just dont like people. i mean its bad enough i have to live with myself. but other people are so fucked up. i dont understand how some stuff means nothing to them. i dont get why the teachers tell me the same shit in the same way for the last 13 yrs. i hate it but people just put me under pressure. i dont like them looking at me or listening to what i say. they really do all judge and its too much for me sometimes cuz i cant really stop myself from caring. i would love to be invisible. but even more i would love for everyone to disappear. except for maybe her. i guess theres 1 other spot open in my world but most other people all have flaws i just hate. dont get it wrong... i have many flaws about myself even more not trying to be hypocritical. i guess i just dont like people. ive always felt this way. fucking as long as i can remember ive been uncomfortable here. i just wanna abuse the euphoria till im done. chasing is the only thing ive really ever cared about cuz it gives me a direction. ive never wanted anything else till i hopped on the chase i guess. except for her. but she doesnt understand me anymore or did she ever and she likes em new guys. fuck maybe i just dont like people.
Required reading.
I've done the misanthropy thing, for many many years, and what I've realized over timeis that even if every person that you've met all year is an asshole that doesn't mean that the next person you meet will be. It just takes too much energy to hate; let it go. You'll be better for it.
I've done the misanthropy thing, for many many years, and what I've realized over timeis that even if every person that you've met all year is an asshole that doesn't mean that the next person you meet will be. It just takes too much energy to hate; let it go. You'll be better for it.
Dave, you always say things so well- There is no room for the rest of us to post 
That link was so right too btw
RedRum- Every person is different and though you may feel that it is you against the world- There are many ppl out there exactly like yourself. Don't let the people who have disappointed in the past keep you from seeing the good in others that may come into your life in the future.
That link was so right too btw
RedRum- Every person is different and though you may feel that it is you against the world- There are many ppl out there exactly like yourself. Don't let the people who have disappointed in the past keep you from seeing the good in others that may come into your life in the future.