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[lostNfound]

I close my eyes.
Basking in the warmth of a Spring time Sun.
The light fighting it's way through my lids.
Sunshine permeating through my skin and straining my eyeballs.
I squeeze my eyes shut tighter and all I see is a fuzzy screen.
For a moment, I feel stuck betwen channels seeing static in the airwaves.
I wonder am I missing part of the transmission.
Slowly I open my eyes.
Ever so slowly.
Gazing directly at the sun awakens me painfully.
But I feel free.
I feel that the Sun is watching over me.
Bearing down upon me peering into my world.
Saving me form the shadows of the moonlight to come.
Involuntarily, my arms pull togther and I finsd I'm embracing myself.
Trying to block out the chill that came with the waning of the Sun.
As the Moon rises higher I feel colder and a withdrawn.
Repressed from the world I close my eyes seeing nothing at all.
No fuzzy screen, only darkness.
The cold dark night is almost too much to bear my mind slows down.
My body follows suit and I have no worries.
I have no concerns but for the Sun and the warmth it provides.
I feel the Sun in my mind and my mind deceives me.
My mind me remembers what was and all of a sudden I get a flush of warmth rush through me like a shiver.
My teeth chatter in the shadow of the moon light.
Again I shiver feeling a wartmth radiate through my being until I realize.....
I've been out in the cold through the night,
The Sun is rising.
A new day is dawning.
I can't dwell on the trivialities of the world around me.
so I close my eyes and watch the fuzzy screen play one more time.