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[living in solitude]

my motivation has drifted
just as the insanity returns
the color of my eyes fade to black
my emotions begin to disappear
as the cries from within seem to get louder and louder
why dont you hear my silent screaming?
why cant you see my invisible tears anymore?
what has happened?
please
dont
drift
away
i need you to keep that light turned on so i dont have to spend another lifetime crawling
in the dark searching for that wonderful thing called "happiness."
-youunderstandmemorethananyoneeverasandidontthinkyouevenrealiseit-
[ 26 April 2002: Message edited by: living in solitude ]

 

[lilnellierox]

it seems to me that part of my insanity is what holds me to reality. i would never want to give up my silence and forboding. it keeps me thinking. the greatest friend is the one you don't have to say much to for them to understand you. the only problem is getting lost in ones self to the point it hurts when poeple try to get in.
any way, i think it should have a title...?
nellie

 

[harraser]

why dont you hear my silent screaming?
why cant you see my invisible tears anymore?
what has happened?
sometimes it hurts so much to show the pain..... and it hurts even more when people cant see that youre not really happy....

-youunderstandmemorethananyoneeverasandidontthinkyouevenrealiseit-
Ive got a freind who I feel this way about but just coz she understands me more that anyone else doesnt mean she understands me completely and it constantly hurts when I realise that in truth no matter how close i get to people the truth is that Im alone.....
your beautifully sad writing has touched me today more than you could understand.thank you *hugs*

 

[living in solitude]

thank you both for taking the time to read what i've written. that really means a lot to me... and thank you to anyone who's ever posted a piece or a comment in this forum.