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[drea]

seems to me the demons have arrived
seems to be that the torches are lit
and my lashes are singed
but i feel no fire
im immune to the burn
and i dont really care
i can remain still in my own winters
just like usual...
i can wear diamonds in my ears
habitate an abode to be desired
drive fast on the freeway in my shiny new car
and ignore it all
ignore that burn in my throat
my dizzy entity
cast away that mother in the ocean
brush off my father and his throne
and my dessicated body
and salted life
look again for someone else to give me worth
stare into those steely blues and wish for love
i dont have it...
im a material princess
with nothing inside
nothing
so i starve myself for your attention
in hopes to waste away to that something beautiful
because that would make me happy
...no
finding your acceptance in my body
such a twisted worship it is
such an evil ruler it has become
and i cant stop
no halting, no pause
i keep thinking that maybe you can fix me
break apart this broken brain
and give me love again
but im all bullshit
because its all me
and my stupid little head
i cant find solace in that perfect slice of moon tonight
i cant find joy in my own bright sky
lumenescent spectrums
emitting from a purchase
....naturally
so i sleep away my disasters
hope for a dream of myself in the morning
and waste away a little more...
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there is freedom within/ there is freedom without/ try to catch the deluge in a paper cup/ theres a battle ahead/many battles are lost/but youll never see the end of the road when youre traveling with me....NF.

 

[Mellabopper]

wow, i really dont know what to say to this one... but it sounds like you need a hug
>>hugs<<
and as always, a pleasure to read your writing

Mella

 

[Nietzche]

Yep, the whole speachlessness thing makes sense . . . you really have said all that needs to be said! But I will give somthing a go here . . .
Holy smokes!!! Your vocabulary is . . . uh . . . really big!
But drea . . . I felt that you have tapped into something unversal. This was a truly impressive tour de force! Some of your lines are utterly chilling!
"habitate an abode to be desired"
"my dizzy entity
cast away that mother in the ocean
brush off my father and his throne
and my dessicated body"
"hope for a dream of myself in the morning
and waste away a little more..."
Boy howdy!!! This is more than worthy of publication! You must have been in very close contact with a muse . . . magnificient!

 

[Nietzche]

Bwahahahahahah!!!! I am one step closer to completing my ultimate plan . . . first it was brownie, now that I have succesfully captured him I will move right along to capture drea!!!!
Brownie . . . Drea . . . The world!!!!!
[This message has been edited by Nietzche (edited 01 July 2001).]

 

[Brownie]

You already captured Audie

When was I invaded? Goddamn whiteys, although my ass is fat, it is not territory for you to mark.

Brownie
PS Drea, I loved your poem.

 

[drea]

you guys are tards...
but thanks

it really means a lot to me