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[Burgundy Buddha Lady]

the days fall in between this world
i seem to be living
my hope it hides from me
the girl has taken it
what has she left for me
i search the years
it always ends the same
a deep reality
of what reality is not
patterns of my life
lead me through day to day
locked up memories and dreams
i will never throw away
how do i face that demon
regain my life, my identity
i am a woman now
no longer controlled
or do i want to be
stand my ground
turn you away
a change is taking over
a change to change a change
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believe in yourself to be true and let your instincts guide you

 

[Noodle]

I luvm2.

 

[Burgundy Buddha Lady]

it sucks -doesn't it noodle? how long will it go on for????? i've tried to forgive, forget, move-on, and start fresh. it always ends the same-a deep reality of what reality is not. tlk2usoon!
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believe in yourself to be true and let your instincts guide you

 

[writnpage]

BBL
.."i am a woman now
no longer controlled
or do i want to be
stand my ground
turn you away
a change is taking over
a change to change a change"
It is better to stand alone, even though it requires more strength and then even more strength, than to stand on the ground trying to pull someone up who is constantly pulling you down.
I am a firm believer of the old adage that people never change. They temporarily learn to inhibit their flaws because they realize how detrimental it can be both to themselves and the world around them...so be careful of who you allow into your life and who decide to keep in your life.
More importantly ALWAYS be a WOMAN NO LONGER CONTROLLED.
What better love can you give to the world than a little love for yourself?
Sorry if I'm wayyyyyyyy the fuck off ..but how I relate to your words is where I really want to be.
Luvs,
-Amina
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen

 

[CARESS]

I really like this piece. It seems sad, yet empowering all at once. A very wise bluelighter told me this once:
Who we are and who we will be is who we are now...
So, I guess what I'm trying to say is that our past, present, and future are our total makeup. Unfortunately, that means the good and the bad.
Beautiful piece. I enjoyed it. Thank you for a glimpse into you.
Luvs,
Caress

 

[writnpage]

Keepin it beautifully BUMPED