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i hate how the people i need never pay attention. i hate how the people that scare the shit out of me never leave me alone. so many people broke so many promises when i just needed a little help cuz my life was getting a bit rough. guess i thought my friends would understand. im tired of being judged so many people hate me cuz of the way i look and my dads giving me shit for getting my lip pierced. im a fucking adult and ive wanted that shit since i was like 12. why cant they all just leave me alone for a little bit... im already alone though just not how i want. i need someone to be alone with

its coming on again through my bones i hate when it infects my skin and makes it scratchy. my mind feels like it is rubbed raw.my emotions even have the shakes. i just really need some shit. craving bad even though just been smokin n drinkin for the last 2 weeks. maybe a little coke n shrooms. but i need something heavy in my veins... my mind keeps drifting away to some scary places. i ts like i need to press lifes pause button.

my posts are where all that shit comes outta me so you cant tell i am , but it really sucks being the nice guy all the time. im justt too shy for too much

 

dude, I can relate... hang tough and don't start that cycle again. Being sick like that is dreadful and it gets worse every time.

All you need is ONE person that believes in you man but it is hard to find those kind of people due to being our own hindrances

you'll be alright, man. Its gonna take some time though