until college ends..

[frostyangel]

I can't describe how alone I felt
tonite..and I know that I'm not
alone..

All this time I've spent on track
I feel as if I'm coliding off..

I use to think would my dreams
ever come true, until the day
that I met you..

You are the shinning star, in my
darkest night. Your something I
never hoped for..because, I thought
that someone like me is so undeserved
for.

I layed here, and I cried..I know you
don't see these reasons why..
I got so use to you taking up all my
time, which I never did mind. Depending
on what each other was doing for the rest
of our nights..

I want to share a millions and one sunrises
and sunsets with you. I want to sleep under
these covers naked with you just about every
night. You make me have these feelings I can
not fight.

Everytime, I see your face it always takes my
breath away.. If I could be a painter I would
paint countless pictures of your face..
Can I stroke my fingers through your hair
every chance I get? You understand me better
than even my own mother..I don't know how..
Not matter how angry I get you still make me
smile..

But while your away at school, I feel like
a stranger.. please don't put me on the back
pages of your mind..

Because when I'm laying here all alone...
pondering thoughts of you..wondering if
this is real or is it all to good to be
true...

(i love you)

 

[bisKi]

beautiful piece as always.

I can't describe how alone I felt
tonite..and I know that I'm not
alone..

even when you're feeling alone - there's someone out there who's experiencing a similar emotion, and you've worded it just right

take care bubz.

 

[E-girl]

its weird... last week, jay black came in to Fridays to eat with his parents and son. i think the last time i ever saw jay was the day he moved out. of course he asked about you. of course i didnt know what to say so i just said you were probably doing well. seeing him forced me to remember a lot of things... but the one thing that stuck out most in my head was how i always thought he was the one for you... and then one day, he was gone.

remember how we said starting over with someone, from the very beginning, was so hard, so tedious...? i remember the conversation like it was yesterday. i thought about it, actually, when danny and i were at the beach last week. i thought, gee, i'm finally at that point with someone again. it was a happy moment, realizing that. i read your poems still, and even though i dont know who they are about, its good to know you might be at that point again with someone too.

so... for what its worth... i'm happy you found someone to make you feel that way again. you and i found a lot of "highs" in our little living room with the blue tiles. did we ever think we'd be so lucky to find a high like this? maybe love isn't so bad....