Deep-Vibez
Bluelighter
Bad Trip on my second drop? 
Around one month ago i dropped for the first time. I dropped 1 diesel and i had a very very nice time. I also had a line of speed about 1 hr before i dropped the pill aswell. I droped at an overage called Dome. I felt comfortable here as it felt like i was in a normal club surrounding, which i was use too. Once it had finished i asked me mate on the way home wat was in the pill. He said it was mixed with speed and other shit. This dissapointed me as i thought i had dropped an E. I read reports on it and found that there are two batches, ones containing mdma and others just being a normal speed bomb. i didnt know which one i dropped.
Two nights ago i droped again at a rave in altona called hardware. Before i went to the rave i was feling nervous and smoking me lungs out to calm me down. But i kooled of a bit b4 we got there. I specifically asked my mate to give me a pill with mdma in it. It was a white dove with a picture of a bird flying on it. I dropped the full pill. 45 mins to an hour i was feeling quite the same as i was the first time i dropped but i didnt feel like dancing as much. I tried dacning but it just wasnt the same feeling. I dun know if it was the speed that helped me the first time but i wasnt as much in tune with the musik if u get where im coming from.
So i sat down for about 15 mins. I couldnt stop feeling my shoe, it kept me occupied for most of the time i was sitting. Once i got up it hit me, and it F**king hit me hard. I wasnt expecting it and it scared the FuCK! out of me. I imediantly turned to my girl friend which is my age (17) and said " i dont feel to good". She just turned and looked at me. I repeated myself and she said "well wat do you want me to do?" so i walked of on her and went to a much older and experienced friend that freqeualty does xtc. I said to him that i didnt feel to good and he replied by saying that it will go away.
I went back to my girl friend which was straight and said i dont feel good. I then leaned of her and felt all the sweet on my forehead. I said to meself "here it is, your having your first bad trip". I just new it deep down inside that it was it. My right legs and arms were shaking uncontrolably. I wanted to hug her but i didnt. They just wernt listing to me. I really really didnt feel good. I have read up on bad trips and i can recall how u feel like you dont even feel comfortable around your close friends.
So what did i do.... i walked off the dance floor. Walking out of the main room made me feel even worse as i couldnt even see straight and felt like i coudlnt walk straight either. I got to a hallway and sat down for about 40 to 60 mins, just to sort myself out. I didnt know wat eye wobbles were like but i knew i was having them. I also didnt know wat head rushes were like either, but i knew i was getting them.
I thought to myself that i must oh had mdma or mda something that makes xtc but i didnt know y i freaked out so badly. 1000's of thoughts that were all bad went through my head one after another. I wanna sleep, am i goin to c my mum and dad agian, i better get home alright, security are gonna come over and ask if im alright, how am i getting home. But after about 15 mins of sitting down i felt better, i sorted myself out. I had so much nrg i didnt know wat to do with it. I took control and said, hey your at a rave fukn listing to the musik that u love, fukn simon digby and will e tell is here, wtf u worrying about, its all good.
I got up and walked back to my friends, still didnt feel good walkin and standing after 5 mins so i walked back to me chillin spot. kicked back a bit more then went back to my friends and sat down. I kept on drinking enuf water but i didnt dance for the rest of the night.
I just sat down and looked at everything. I was the energizer bunny on break. Spoke to a few pplz and made a new friend. I also hullicinated. I was seeing car lights in windows even though we were in the middle of the complex. I saw pplz with bike gloves on but then id look again and they didnt. But the worst of all was seeing a brick wall made off blue stone. Then i would look agian and relises it was ppl. I didnt let these freak me out and i just said i would b kool sooner or later.
Nearly the whole night i just sat down, i was in my own little world. My mates would ask if i was alright and i say "yer im ok", which i was. I dont regreting doing what i did and i found it to be a good learning experience. If i start freakin agian i know ill be able to get out of it. It was a good learning experience for me.
Sorry i have gone on and on. I coudlnt write heaps more about this experinece but i think ive outlined that main details of the bad trip. Now what i ask from you the more experienced then me.....
All i want is for you to reply to me and give me any ideas y i tripped out so bad and had a bad trip nearly, what was in the pill or anything interesting you wish to say about my experience. Id really like to know how to avoid bad trips if there is any way and any more tips of gettin out of them. id just to like anything intesresting you know that relates to my experinece aswell.....
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Around one month ago i dropped for the first time. I dropped 1 diesel and i had a very very nice time. I also had a line of speed about 1 hr before i dropped the pill aswell. I droped at an overage called Dome. I felt comfortable here as it felt like i was in a normal club surrounding, which i was use too. Once it had finished i asked me mate on the way home wat was in the pill. He said it was mixed with speed and other shit. This dissapointed me as i thought i had dropped an E. I read reports on it and found that there are two batches, ones containing mdma and others just being a normal speed bomb. i didnt know which one i dropped.
Two nights ago i droped again at a rave in altona called hardware. Before i went to the rave i was feling nervous and smoking me lungs out to calm me down. But i kooled of a bit b4 we got there. I specifically asked my mate to give me a pill with mdma in it. It was a white dove with a picture of a bird flying on it. I dropped the full pill. 45 mins to an hour i was feeling quite the same as i was the first time i dropped but i didnt feel like dancing as much. I tried dacning but it just wasnt the same feeling. I dun know if it was the speed that helped me the first time but i wasnt as much in tune with the musik if u get where im coming from.
So i sat down for about 15 mins. I couldnt stop feeling my shoe, it kept me occupied for most of the time i was sitting. Once i got up it hit me, and it F**king hit me hard. I wasnt expecting it and it scared the FuCK! out of me. I imediantly turned to my girl friend which is my age (17) and said " i dont feel to good". She just turned and looked at me. I repeated myself and she said "well wat do you want me to do?" so i walked of on her and went to a much older and experienced friend that freqeualty does xtc. I said to him that i didnt feel to good and he replied by saying that it will go away.
I went back to my girl friend which was straight and said i dont feel good. I then leaned of her and felt all the sweet on my forehead. I said to meself "here it is, your having your first bad trip". I just new it deep down inside that it was it. My right legs and arms were shaking uncontrolably. I wanted to hug her but i didnt. They just wernt listing to me. I really really didnt feel good. I have read up on bad trips and i can recall how u feel like you dont even feel comfortable around your close friends.
So what did i do.... i walked off the dance floor. Walking out of the main room made me feel even worse as i couldnt even see straight and felt like i coudlnt walk straight either. I got to a hallway and sat down for about 40 to 60 mins, just to sort myself out. I didnt know wat eye wobbles were like but i knew i was having them. I also didnt know wat head rushes were like either, but i knew i was getting them.
I thought to myself that i must oh had mdma or mda something that makes xtc but i didnt know y i freaked out so badly. 1000's of thoughts that were all bad went through my head one after another. I wanna sleep, am i goin to c my mum and dad agian, i better get home alright, security are gonna come over and ask if im alright, how am i getting home. But after about 15 mins of sitting down i felt better, i sorted myself out. I had so much nrg i didnt know wat to do with it. I took control and said, hey your at a rave fukn listing to the musik that u love, fukn simon digby and will e tell is here, wtf u worrying about, its all good.
I got up and walked back to my friends, still didnt feel good walkin and standing after 5 mins so i walked back to me chillin spot. kicked back a bit more then went back to my friends and sat down. I kept on drinking enuf water but i didnt dance for the rest of the night.
I just sat down and looked at everything. I was the energizer bunny on break. Spoke to a few pplz and made a new friend. I also hullicinated. I was seeing car lights in windows even though we were in the middle of the complex. I saw pplz with bike gloves on but then id look again and they didnt. But the worst of all was seeing a brick wall made off blue stone. Then i would look agian and relises it was ppl. I didnt let these freak me out and i just said i would b kool sooner or later.
Nearly the whole night i just sat down, i was in my own little world. My mates would ask if i was alright and i say "yer im ok", which i was. I dont regreting doing what i did and i found it to be a good learning experience. If i start freakin agian i know ill be able to get out of it. It was a good learning experience for me.
Sorry i have gone on and on. I coudlnt write heaps more about this experinece but i think ive outlined that main details of the bad trip. Now what i ask from you the more experienced then me.....
All i want is for you to reply to me and give me any ideas y i tripped out so bad and had a bad trip nearly, what was in the pill or anything interesting you wish to say about my experience. Id really like to know how to avoid bad trips if there is any way and any more tips of gettin out of them. id just to like anything intesresting you know that relates to my experinece aswell.....
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