unrealistic/idealistic

[Shuddr2Think]

the more i let myself down
the easier it is
for you to get back up
and thats the way it will always be
with me down here
looking up at you
for some kind
of assistance
reassurance
time and time again
i hear myself
thinking in a cycle
that
until you get your head out of the
clouds
or the ground
i guess
i am just stuck
wallowing in my own
unrealistic idealistic
days.
until it hits me
as it always does
that you will never be
all
that i have allowed you
to be
in my head
you are blown so far
out of proportion
akwardly larger than life
and
i can't even see you anymore
your voice is
more of a silence
a sullen reminder that
i am not what you need
so i am moving
onward and outward
forward
some
place where i can begin to climb
falter and slowly fall
upwards
towards myself
towards anything tangible
and away
from my
unrealistic
idealistic
you.
[ 29 May 2002: Message edited by: Shuddr2Think ]

 

[Furnace]

Originally posted by Shuddr2Think:
you are blown so far
out of proportion
akwardly larger than life
and
i can't even see you anymore
your voice is
more of a silence
a sullen reminder that
i am not what you need

Oh, baby, this was fantastic. I know somewhat how you're feeling.
It's too bad when people change not for the good.
peace.

 

[someone]

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[Cowgirl24]

Wow - that is a beautiful piece of writing!!
It reached out and touched me.

 

[icy rox]

Originally posted by Shuddr2Think:
so i am moving
onward and outward
forward
some
place where i can begin to climb
falter and slowly fall
upwards
towards myself
towards anything tangible
and away
from my
unrealistic
idealistic
you.

BEAUTIFUL!!! I love this one!!
"unrealistic idealistic you"... I have one of those too!! But I'm glad you've found a way of moving on and hopefully you'll begin living a happier life for yourself!! I wish you all the happiness in the world!!
~icy