spellingmistarke
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- Nov 12, 2016
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Hi all, new to BL. I posted a lengthly thread about my issue, but think I may have stuffed up the publishing as I can't find it.In a nutshell - 30+ bongs for 17 years. Marijuana is the root drug i need to kick. But over the years have been addicted to various drugs for stretches of time...everything you can imagine. Until this year, when heroin came into it,I only smoked for a few months, as I was 3 months overseas and it was cheap and great. Didn't even think of IV'ing.Planned to spend the last few weeks of my trip cleaning up for my turning 35 once I returned to Sydney. Grandmother died, had to come back early. Plans shattered. Though i probably would have failed anyway. Got back and it's so much more expensive. So have taken to IV'ing. Which I've done for the last three weeks, through a reputable source who is only available through the weekends, but who was unavailable yesterday in a rare emergancy.So basically I'm here trying to deal with the feelings, before i was prepared to deal with them. I have to wait until 11am on Monday for my package, and have no idea how to get through the next few days, especially considering I have to be around family and act normal.I've chugged a bottle of ROK cough medicine, had a few etizolam pills, and even IV'd a bit of amph speed i had but never had any urge to tough it.All I'm feeling is more of a craving, and I have no idea where to go in sydney without getting ripped off (that's not asking for sourcing), that's just telling you that I've got no options until monday.I went from not much to shooting quite a bit, for my standards anyway. If anyone has any suggestions to tie me over until monday, I would really appreciate it.ThanksSelling Misarke. PS - apologise if a similar version of this post is posted.