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Opioids Unlimited opiates and still function?
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smackcraft
Bluelighter
indeed i used to get in to loads of trouble cos i spent most my working day in the toilet trying to find veins and sometimes not realizing i ended up gouching out for over an hour while my work mates were wondering where the hell i was ,, it did not take long for them to realize what i was up to which lead to my p45
Hi 2 evry-1: I bin ritein bout this subjeck evr sinsce I 1st saw it bout 10 day's a go, but evry time I git startd I end-up ritin my hole storey so's Ill do my best2 try-n giv u's as simpl n ansers' I cn do---Hear go's:
1) I aint got no fuckn ideer y u's axsin this qwesshin 2 b-gin with---theirs onely 2 reasin's I cud think a n their 1 a these 2- if this's jus sumpthin u wanna no, that dont make no fuckn sent's 2 me, but if u's just axsin cos u got yr.-self a scrip 4 sum opiates, it d-pen's on wethr u got reel pain r not, cos if u do, then its OK 2 take em the ways' thay got ritin down onna bottl, BUT if u jus got hi on sum kine-a opiat n wanna no if u can keep doin it n cary on wit the resta yr. life normel then I gotta tell u's this:
- U cn do it 4 a wile ifn u keeps 2 wut u'r MD rit onna fuckn bottel n u can get em r n other docktr 2 give u the same drug---thing's this: thay mite tell u's u can do it if u's gonmna follo in-struckshn's. Theirs medicle books, I red em n thay sez x-zackly wut I toled u--things' that 4 mos peepel, it jus't aint so, cos if u get a tast 4 em n like the hi it all-reddy meen's u bin taken m or n u's sposeta b, or else it wooden't happen, so's I got2 say u'r bettr off 2 stopwen the reel pane, its gon a way. Elswise u'r gonna get hookd like me soonr r latter n probly re-gret it latr. Thats cos if u'r still yung, u may b abel 2 live u'r life n "funtion", onely thing u betta think a bout fore u go that ways this---if u reely wanna go sum wear up frum wear u's at now, evn if ur 1 a the few cn do it n stay at the place u startd wen u 1st wus prscrib'd them drugs (n its reely a very few cn do that), then wut u wanna do thagt 4 2b-gin wit??? Yr. qwestin dont make no fuckn sents 2 me, wen evry-thins still opin 2 u's. So y wood u wanna take the riska b-comin mn addick like me, cos I gotts tel u's rite now that the fax'ed Im 63 yrs. old aint sumpthin happins 2 offn--facts this: It hard'ely evr dus at all n 4 the las 30yrs. or mor, evrybody, theys bin tellin me I shudda bin dead along time a go, so's Id THINK WUT UR GETTIN IN-2, 4 u d-side-a go that their way. Or elcse:
If'n u's 1 a the verry few wut's abel a liv 2 sumpn wear Im at now n ur still hear, u's gotta rite 2 do wutever u want, spescally if u's axul'y complisht sumpthn good wit u'r life, its up2 u how u wanna go till the end coms, like 4 all a us, speshal'y if sumptn happind 2 u like 2 me, n ur in reel pane, theirs plenny a DR's round, n sum a them, thay axcshly spescilize in that kinea tghing--the good 1's like mine, he don 't jus handout pills 2 whoo-evr wan's em, he tak's XRay's n caTscanns n all that fuckn shit so's he can tell if u's 4 reel r not n if u aint hel"l kick u the fuck outta his fuckn officse, by the 2d time u com, cos hed hav alla them tes re-sult's bi then n he'ed no if ur 4 reel or shittn' him 2 get drugs. Thing's this: BY tha time u'r my age, chans's r u probly got sumpthion'd show on alla them fuckn test's n start givin u's sum reel good, strong drugs if tnhats wut ur reely lookin 4 n u'v maid u'r mined, n then u cn play e,m 4 wut ever cos hes gon na probly trust u cos u'r hares ghrey, mey bee u wawlk wit a cain, excettra.
Jus 1 mor thing n Ill shut the fuck up 4 a chainge n thats this: Its b -4 5 AM n Im all-reddy "up n at em" on a fuckn Sunday wen Im specslly spossed 2 be restin c os a the hart problims n fuckn M-pha-zee-ma (no fuckn way Id fuckn spell that 1 rite) thay tol me I got 3 yrs. ago, wen I wus inna fucknhopsitl mosta the hole yr, wit all kine a fuckn ax'dennts + newmonnia + the fuckn hart, thay fuckn kep me that time 4 10 daiys, spite the fact all's I gots' Disibilaty Medacair. The docs, thay all sez, I aint got morn 5 yrs. lef 2 live, dont make 2 much difrisce wut the fuck I do now counna the damadge I alreddy dun's 2 bad n u cain t go back-wood's no mattr wut, I got 3 fattal dsease's n 1 a them r a combo a 2 hittin me at 1'nce, Im gone 4 good. 'Soons Im outta bed, I got2 sniff a shit-lode a roxy's (bout a duzen) cos I aint steddy nuff-2 use no fuckn needel yet, but I blew out botha my fuckn nostrls n got 1 a them septem things I woodent evn try 2 rite down on no fuckn paper, cept4 it start's wit a "D", counna b- cos a all the fuckn coke I done yrs. a-go. Gess its probly 6 a-1, haf-a duzn a the othr by now, but n-y ways 3,4 hrs. latr, its ti,me 2 get my works out, no fuckn way outta that, r elsce Ill be vomitn n shittn at the same time n evn I cant live lik that! So's thats my hole life bhy now, dont make no fuckn difrinsce wut I mite-a bin if I lissnd a my parent's n stayd in shcool, maid lots a $$ like thay did (cours, I put haf-a my share a wut thay lef me up my arm n the othr up my fuckn nose---aint nobody in my fuckn famly done spoke 2 me 4 a lotta yrs.) r wutever--2 lat now. IF UR REDDY 2 D-vote u'r. hole fuckn life 2 getn hi, then fuckn run with oit, but if I wus u's, Id still think 2X bout it, if there holed on u aint cumpleat uyet. Wut-evr u d-side, Good luc 2 u's, u'll fuckn n eed it. Best Wishs, FURHOOF
1) I aint got no fuckn ideer y u's axsin this qwesshin 2 b-gin with---theirs onely 2 reasin's I cud think a n their 1 a these 2- if this's jus sumpthin u wanna no, that dont make no fuckn sent's 2 me, but if u's just axsin cos u got yr.-self a scrip 4 sum opiates, it d-pen's on wethr u got reel pain r not, cos if u do, then its OK 2 take em the ways' thay got ritin down onna bottl, BUT if u jus got hi on sum kine-a opiat n wanna no if u can keep doin it n cary on wit the resta yr. life normel then I gotta tell u's this:
- U cn do it 4 a wile ifn u keeps 2 wut u'r MD rit onna fuckn bottel n u can get em r n other docktr 2 give u the same drug---thing's this: thay mite tell u's u can do it if u's gonmna follo in-struckshn's. Theirs medicle books, I red em n thay sez x-zackly wut I toled u--things' that 4 mos peepel, it jus't aint so, cos if u get a tast 4 em n like the hi it all-reddy meen's u bin taken m or n u's sposeta b, or else it wooden't happen, so's I got2 say u'r bettr off 2 stopwen the reel pane, its gon a way. Elswise u'r gonna get hookd like me soonr r latter n probly re-gret it latr. Thats cos if u'r still yung, u may b abel 2 live u'r life n "funtion", onely thing u betta think a bout fore u go that ways this---if u reely wanna go sum wear up frum wear u's at now, evn if ur 1 a the few cn do it n stay at the place u startd wen u 1st wus prscrib'd them drugs (n its reely a very few cn do that), then wut u wanna do thagt 4 2b-gin wit??? Yr. qwestin dont make no fuckn sents 2 me, wen evry-thins still opin 2 u's. So y wood u wanna take the riska b-comin mn addick like me, cos I gotts tel u's rite now that the fax'ed Im 63 yrs. old aint sumpthin happins 2 offn--facts this: It hard'ely evr dus at all n 4 the las 30yrs. or mor, evrybody, theys bin tellin me I shudda bin dead along time a go, so's Id THINK WUT UR GETTIN IN-2, 4 u d-side-a go that their way. Or elcse:
If'n u's 1 a the verry few wut's abel a liv 2 sumpn wear Im at now n ur still hear, u's gotta rite 2 do wutever u want, spescally if u's axul'y complisht sumpthn good wit u'r life, its up2 u how u wanna go till the end coms, like 4 all a us, speshal'y if sumptn happind 2 u like 2 me, n ur in reel pane, theirs plenny a DR's round, n sum a them, thay axcshly spescilize in that kinea tghing--the good 1's like mine, he don 't jus handout pills 2 whoo-evr wan's em, he tak's XRay's n caTscanns n all that fuckn shit so's he can tell if u's 4 reel r not n if u aint hel"l kick u the fuck outta his fuckn officse, by the 2d time u com, cos hed hav alla them tes re-sult's bi then n he'ed no if ur 4 reel or shittn' him 2 get drugs. Thing's this: BY tha time u'r my age, chans's r u probly got sumpthion'd show on alla them fuckn test's n start givin u's sum reel good, strong drugs if tnhats wut ur reely lookin 4 n u'v maid u'r mined, n then u cn play e,m 4 wut ever cos hes gon na probly trust u cos u'r hares ghrey, mey bee u wawlk wit a cain, excettra.
Jus 1 mor thing n Ill shut the fuck up 4 a chainge n thats this: Its b -4 5 AM n Im all-reddy "up n at em" on a fuckn Sunday wen Im specslly spossed 2 be restin c os a the hart problims n fuckn M-pha-zee-ma (no fuckn way Id fuckn spell that 1 rite) thay tol me I got 3 yrs. ago, wen I wus inna fucknhopsitl mosta the hole yr, wit all kine a fuckn ax'dennts + newmonnia + the fuckn hart, thay fuckn kep me that time 4 10 daiys, spite the fact all's I gots' Disibilaty Medacair. The docs, thay all sez, I aint got morn 5 yrs. lef 2 live, dont make 2 much difrisce wut the fuck I do now counna the damadge I alreddy dun's 2 bad n u cain t go back-wood's no mattr wut, I got 3 fattal dsease's n 1 a them r a combo a 2 hittin me at 1'nce, Im gone 4 good. 'Soons Im outta bed, I got2 sniff a shit-lode a roxy's (bout a duzen) cos I aint steddy nuff-2 use no fuckn needel yet, but I blew out botha my fuckn nostrls n got 1 a them septem things I woodent evn try 2 rite down on no fuckn paper, cept4 it start's wit a "D", counna b- cos a all the fuckn coke I done yrs. a-go. Gess its probly 6 a-1, haf-a duzn a the othr by now, but n-y ways 3,4 hrs. latr, its ti,me 2 get my works out, no fuckn way outta that, r elsce Ill be vomitn n shittn at the same time n evn I cant live lik that! So's thats my hole life bhy now, dont make no fuckn difrinsce wut I mite-a bin if I lissnd a my parent's n stayd in shcool, maid lots a $$ like thay did (cours, I put haf-a my share a wut thay lef me up my arm n the othr up my fuckn nose---aint nobody in my fuckn famly done spoke 2 me 4 a lotta yrs.) r wutever--2 lat now. IF UR REDDY 2 D-vote u'r. hole fuckn life 2 getn hi, then fuckn run with oit, but if I wus u's, Id still think 2X bout it, if there holed on u aint cumpleat uyet. Wut-evr u d-side, Good luc 2 u's, u'll fuckn n eed it. Best Wishs, FURHOOF
Secobarbital
Bluelighter
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I've been on the needle before and walked away. I never liked it. I liked snorting my shit. My lady recently got some diludad she diddn't take at the hostpital. I spent about an hour thinking about the clean rigs I had sitting around with those 10 pills... I was clean too, so it would have been the better than sex baseline no tolerance opiate rush. Didn't do it. I've snorted 100mg of opana a day and worked 18 hours. No one ever knew I was fucked up. People would offer me hydrocodone and stuff at work, I'd tell them what I was on and they asked me how I wasn't laying on the ground dead. I was also taking way too many benzos on top of that, I had "all you can eat xanax" which was a terrible thing and what made me have to get clean. If I had unlimited opiods, I could function, and not go to the needle. I had to quit because I couldn't afford to keep my my escalating habit. I live in an area where pain pills are astronomical. I had a $200 a day habit, and you can't keep up something that costs $6000 a month. I couldn't even find enough pills to keep me up. I bought every single pill I could find for myself, and still had to go without. If you are the type of person that can be functional on that (they do exisit) then you would be moving to your wet dream. If you can't, if you feel like you'd go to the needle, don't go. If you aren't already an opiate addict, don't go because you will be an addict after going there. In the interest of harm reduction, don't go at all. Basically, if opiates don't already control your life, don't go! I'm squeaky clean right no, could probably piss clean and all. I'm not sick, but I still am dying for a pill. I've already gone there and I can't go back. You DON'T wanna end up like me. If I were in your shoes, I'd go in a heartbeat.
nicksndimes
Bluelighter
A few thoughts, anytime your brain starts thinking about how great it would be to have HUGE amounts of a drug for cheap, thats the addict talking and you should ignore that shit as painful as it may seem. If you don't think you have enough willpower to keep yourself from fucking everything up, stay away from the situation. On a semi-(hopefully not so)hypocritical decision, I really wanna go to Pakistan, lol!
But anyways, there may be some people that don't deteriorate when exposed to unlimited opiates, but with most people it just takes a lot of unnoticed time. Usually you can't even see what youre doing to yourself until the dope becomes not so unlimited anymore, then youre out selling, pawning, stealing and doing whatever you can to not even get high anymore.
I've been through this in a way, I got a large lawsuit awarded to me because I was in a crazy ass car crash. Before that, I was just chipping maybe once a month, only snorting my dope. When I went broke, I was doing the shit everyday in every way. I didn't even see the money or my life go, it just was kinda gone one day.
Have your fun, but never put yourself in a position where you believe in your own mind that you are doomed to failure.
Good Luck
But anyways, there may be some people that don't deteriorate when exposed to unlimited opiates, but with most people it just takes a lot of unnoticed time. Usually you can't even see what youre doing to yourself until the dope becomes not so unlimited anymore, then youre out selling, pawning, stealing and doing whatever you can to not even get high anymore.
I've been through this in a way, I got a large lawsuit awarded to me because I was in a crazy ass car crash. Before that, I was just chipping maybe once a month, only snorting my dope. When I went broke, I was doing the shit everyday in every way. I didn't even see the money or my life go, it just was kinda gone one day.
Have your fun, but never put yourself in a position where you believe in your own mind that you are doomed to failure.
Good Luck