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Stimulants Unique psychosis and likely long term brain damage

spunkitty13 said:
I also believe once you have one you are more likely, if not a given, to have them in the future. I used hundred of times for days and days on end without ever having the first spin out or hallucination. But the first time I did it was BAD and now I can pretty much count on it, and the its usually the first night. I know its coming though and I know what it is so I don't get too freaked out by it. I can convince myself its not real.
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Listen, Im only saying this because you sound exactly like me, as in like, I could have written your post word for word. You and I have walked the same obscured path and I just want you to know that as you continue your journey, maintaining sanity within your 1-3 day binges, slowly you will become susceptible and a time will come that whatever reality you used as protection before simply wont be there. You wont be making the choices.
 
Try this @tracedwards313
This will help you to understand.
and don’t worry my friend, we are NOT crazy. I have met others, many others who KNOW about this.
I have even had doctors and nurses say to me “Oh, you had a Near Death Experience?! So you know! We need you here! You are ABLE to help others now.” So this is not some crazy shit. This is The TRUTH!

Don’t be surprised if you have others come up to you and bow to you. Lol! You are illuminated now. Others can see it. Special Ones, maybe they are Angels. IDK. It still freaks me out a little after 12 years. Heheh. But it is amazing grace!

 
Nothing like snapping to reality from meth psychosis in a hospital ward to make you feel sub human.
Only happened twice for me then i stopped.
I don't think you should chance it, it has to cause damage.
Isn't life expectancy of a meth user something like 5 years
 
tweakerguy said:
I'm 99% sure you can't develop schizophrenia from drug use. It's something you're born with that can manifest from drug use.
Meaning if you dont have it at 28, you likely never did or will.
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Dont know about schizophrenia, but psychosis has been proven to manifest as direct result of drug use over time. Alot of factors, but even weed.
 
tracedwards313 said:
Thanks for the reply. It actual made me feel better because Im current hallucinating and cant sleep for anything! Plus when I close my eyes the vividness because so intense that I am incapable of being aware of whats real or fake as a few minuts. I am stupid enough to have made the exact same mistake 3 times now. which involves heavy alcohol days prior to using meth resulting in extreme on set on set psychosis. Then have to spend basically 2 days acting as if nothing is wrong while surrounded by people that have no clue. Its terrible!

The halluinations dont usually "get to me" or cause fear. But, my research did explain the how the hippocampus becomes hyper stimulated during sever psychosis which causes extreme uncontrolled fear and paranoia without any stimuli needed. It matches exactly to me when a random movement like a leaf will cause an quick involuntary jerk reaction that most people have experience while in a car.

Its so frustrating be just like. I have always been that guy word for word. Especially with psychedelics my attitude was to face fear with pleasure and even know that attitude hasnt fail me while tripping.

But this shit is not the same. Its out of my control completely and not to btag but most people could even had my current state with no help. My past experience with psychedelics definitely help me.

Some of the shit I see and hear is completely unbelievable. It vivid narure of objects and designs that seem to have had to be designed with intent, but how could my brain create something that is unknown?? But there it is sirting next to a few giant red legged mechanical spiders who live in the couch lol sometimes everything will be still and I think its over then in no time the room is filled with a citites of flying, dancing, crawling other worldly creatures that dont mind being seen or examined at all. Shadow people always flee immediately but im happy they are shy lol fuckkkkk that

I have to work in 3 hours. Im a fuck jackass
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Just a little zapped brother. You’ll heal over time some months>year or so.
 
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