Uninvited

[Pantomime7]

Sitting uninvited in this sanctuary
I listen slowly to the dull hum of the machine
Satirical madness contracts my brain
And I find myself strangely capitulating to the androgynous call
I've grown tired of this tedious test
This Fucking Shithole existence
Full of this pain and suffering
A vampire which slowly drinks away everything I am
This pain I have suffered for years
It breaks me, aches me
And because of this I am shackled to its everlasting death
No one can understand my confusion
No one can aid me in fault
Only those intertwined within my soul
Glimpse within this chasm
A chasm of destruction
And heartache
And with every breath I take, this chasm grows larger
Which makes me yearn for death
Not as my soul
Yet my body
As I cry, my words fall upon deaf ears
My meaningless words die
As they escape my mouth
I must rid myself from this, I MUST
If there were no escape I would stay
I will not be missed
I love you...........

 

[Altered_Soul9]

If there were no escape I would stay

This line gave me chills. I love your work. Very, Very Nice!