Johnparis1
Greenlighter
So my dog has been using meth now for 3 months every single day. I've noticed several changes. The first thing I noticed is the high is no longer even close to why I started doing meth. Every now and again I get a nice high but the euphoria and the extremely satisfying high is gone. Physically there is some very strange changes happening. My body is changing. Clearly the minor weight loss can be chalked up to the lack of appetite. I've started to learn how to eat better. The vasoconstriction pisses me off because sometimes my feet get so constricted my toes turn white and I cannot feel them. It's annoying. I also have noticed my hands have lost muscle mass which is strange because I use them every day and I've lost weight before and never watched my hands structure change. What is really bothering me is the bloat in the face and the dark bags under my eyes. Some days it's not bad and others it's terrible. Also my skin,especially in my face flushes all the time and turns beat red and it's really annoying because it happens out of no where and to people that know me can clearly see something's up. Things you have to tolerate I suppose.