Uncomfortable,Nausea, LightHeaded on MDMA

[jandrews933]

Hello Bluelight,

I have been lurking this website for over a year now and this is my first post.

I have done MDMA around 20 times and every time it has gone without a problem. I did alot of research on It before I took it to minimize self-harm. I only take the pure product and I dose only once.

A Couple months ago my Girlfriend has decided she wanted to try it. I read on many websites that the best possible dose without having serious side effects is 125mg. We were taking our MDMA at a dubstep concert. She came up after about 30 minutes and almost immediately she was extremely overwhelmed. She was dry-heaving and said she was extremely uncomfortable and lightheaded, she wanted to leave really bad and was scared. Everything was extremely overwhelming and "chaotic" We had to wait in the lobby and let her relax. After about an hour or 2 of this terrible feeling it finally eased off and she enjoyed herself for the last 45 minutes of the concert.

About 2 months later we tried it agian at an Afrojack concert. This time she took 80mg of pure MDMA. The same exact thing happened as before but was slightly less intense and lasted a shorter amount of time. She still was about to leave and was clearly not having a good time at all when it was going on.

She will be giving MDMA one last chance, but this time we plan on starting at around 30mg and slowly adding more at most likely another concert.

Bluelight, Why is this happening and what do we need to do in order for her to be able to actually enjoy this for once? Is the setting a bit too overwheling? Are the amounts too much?

Id also like to add that she has gilberts syndrome, and we have read that this means alcohol and other drugs affect her alittle more. From what ive read it doesnt intensify it that much.

 

[Renz Envy]

Id also like to add that she has gilberts syndrome, and we have read that this means alcohol and other drugs affect her alittle more. From what ive read it doesnt intensify it that much.

That helps explain the problem.

Your girlfriend may have heightened stress levels. She may also not be eating a good diet. It is important that she maintains plenty of calories, avoids GABA-ergic type medications and takes a lower doseage of MDMA.

From what has been said, she is experiencing a prolonged panic attack from the come up. If this happens again after health precautions have been taken, it would be well advised to try and get her mind off of things and move her onto more pleasant thoughts.

Consulting her Doctor about this issue is the #1 suggested option. Even if his job is to advise against street drugs, he may save your girlfriend a trip to the hospital.

The stomach issue may be a mix of anxiety and her condition. Eating a meal before dropping may be your best option.

Best of luck. Look further into her condition and it may explain more.

 

[jandrews933]

Thank you for your reply! It is very helpful.

I was also thinking that her panicking was making it even worse. Her first time she didnt eat beforehand, but the second time she did 2-3 hours before. I think that might have been too much time, therefore her stomach started to hurt.

Would starting small and slowly working our way up be a good method? If so, how exactly should we go about doing this? Also how much food, how long before should she eat? We could also start outside of the concert too so the atmosphere isn't as chaotic.

 

[Renz Envy]

I dunno how much fatty foods affect her condition in conjunction with MDMA use.

I would say to eat a normal meal 30 minutes before dropping and eat a banana about 1-2 hours after dropping.

Yeah, it sounds like starting small on the doses might be your best bet. "Intensity" can often result in the Side effects overwhelming the positive effects, which is a lot of why the stimulant panic attacks happen.

If someone is prone to panic disorder, the concert probably helps more than anything else. Despite it being uncomfortable, the music is distracting her brain from thoughts of impending doom. Though, panic attacks are never anything to be taken lightly, they're often inevitable for some people.

Perhaps she does not enjoy the music?

 

[4evrLkn]

You might want to try and just drop at a setting where it's just you and her, or just a couple of really close friends. She might not feel comfortable, or 'how to act' while on mdma, I know when I first did it I wouldn't have been comfortable in front of thousands of strangers. That's my suggestion, just try it with her in a chill laid back comfortable setting for her, and grab some fun roll toys, glow sticks, inhaler, massager's, etc.... That way she can take her mind off of thinking what's happening to her, and just enjoy the feeling. I feel this will help ALOT! Good luck!!!!!!

 

[epic11]

I have a very similar problem and have decided to do a one on one sesh (maybe some other friends) with my girl. I think the rave is just too much for me to handle and it dulls my roll. Bad anxiety, negative thoughts always hit me on mdma. Ill let everyone know on here how it goes when i try at home! Hopefully this setting works better for you.

Understand your mdma outside the rave = ENJOY THE FUCK out of it inside. (my theory)

 

[4evrLkn]

IMO I like it better sometimes with me and the lady, mostly cause we can enjoy the peak for a couple hours, then the next 2-4 hours we can REALLY enjoy it and have some outstanding sex!!!!..

 

[jandrews933]

Thank you everyone for the responses!

I will take your advice into consideration and I will report back and tell you all how it goes!

 

[Hapomen22]

Change the setting would be the best thing to do as mentioned. Try to do it with a few close friends in a different environment or something and see how it goes.

 

[glittergal7]

She might just be very nervous. I had done E multiple times in the past and stopped for several years after one very bad experience. When I dropped for the first time after that, I was literally shaking on the train with anxiety despite a Xanax I took. I think anxiety can really ruin anything.