Unbeatable

[frostyangel]

I've been around for awhile
Just decided to hide some pain

If only I could say it was you
I blame.

I don't know where it comes from
and I don't know where it goes.

I really wish I wasn't the only
one who knows.

What it feels like to rip apart
inside.. and your body won't
let you just die.

I've screamed right at the walls,
behind the walls,
and around the walls..

But it never reached an ear,
that could help me defeat,
the unselfish treat that you
could never grasp.

Did I bring you that same pain..

You think that I didn't realize
any pain, since I was helping you
deal with your life before my own,
dissatisfying emotions..

How selfish of me..

Couldn't you see the blood, considered
as tears within my eyes..

How could you.. You were making up your
own tears that didn't rely on truth..
That you babbled endlessly of your
fake life.

I was wondering if you, knew what
your mind was meant to do. And why
you would rather screw the only
friends you ever knew.

But as you tear me down,
I'll still build you up.

And I know that it will be
other lifes you corrupt.

And the fact that I'll
just have to deal with
how someone who loses
all wins... and the
winners never lose.

But, I know what I have
to offer.. I'll just take
it to someone else's door.

 

[neverwas]

ah babe...such a powerful but simple line...

But, I know what I have
to offer.. I'll just take
it to someone else's door.

xxx