Unaware..

[frostyangel]

Faces,
feelings,
anger..

Nothing ever
changes..
but nothing
ever stays
the same..

Where did I
go wrong?

Where did
they go wrong?

Are there really
answers when your
finally gone..

While I'm still
here isn't there
someone I'm suppose
to entrust my inner
most tragdies to..

Someone with wings
that would fly over
the darkest night
of unwanting fears..

Someone to support
me..

Care for me...

Who can help me
tackle the hurdles,
that have been put
in front of my
accomplishments..

Where are they hiding
The faces around here
just don't look the
same anymore..

I pretend to be happy

When I want to be like
everyone else.. who is
strong.. wanting....
sharing...caring..
not but least
understanding...

Do you remember being
little having as many
friends as you could
talk to..

No one thought about
betraying.. getting
even.. deceiving..

Somedays like today..
I feel as if I can't
even turn my back..

Without bleeding ..
Drowning in my own
tears..

I never said that I
was perfect..
I never meant to ruin
all of what was around
me... I didn't mean to
hurt you.. or you..
or myself..

But, I tell you that
I am the hardest on
myself..

I try.. and lately..
I've failed..

But that angel..
circling .. should
of understood.. that
people made mistakes..

But lately all anyone
ever does is run..

And I feel as if I'm
standing here all
alone..

Please help me
understand the
true meaning of
being a friend..

Because, I thought
that I was one..

 

[bisKi]

No one thought about
betraying.. getting
even.. deceiving..

And I feel as if I'm
standing here all
alone..

Please help me
understand the
true meaning of
being a friend..

i did wonder about all these a while back, especially about the betraying/deceiving bit. but if it wasn't for them, we wouldn't learn not to make the same mistakes again. *hugs*