Cocaine Unable to enjoy cocaine anymore

[AcousticAddict707]

In my later years in life, I have noticed that I am unable to enjoy using cocaine because after 10 min, my blood pressure becomes so high. I am overly anxious / paranoid. I have experienced this same reaction using different batches from different people over the last couple years. The batch I cant get ahold of now is one of the better ones i have had access to, overall. Yet, 10 min after I use it, I get so uncomfortable with my blood pressure and anxiety, that it is pretty much a complete waste of money. The majority of my time spent trying to calm myself down and convince myself I'm not having a heart attack, even though it feels like it at times with minor chest pains (Right center of chest) sweating, shortness of breath, high heart rate. etc.

I am currently in my late 30's and am overall healthy (I lift weights every day). So, I am not sure what the cause of this is other than me just getting old, perhaps?

Anyone else experience this or have any advice?

 

[Cheshire_Kat]

Yeah, I stopped back in 1989.
Perhaps your body is trying to tell you something.

 

[brasil]

Feeling the same way here. I think my mental health deteriorated, to me the worst is the paranoic state i enter. Only the first hit fells good, them i begin to suffer. And have to use some benzo to calm down. Consequences of long term use. My brain is just not the same.

 

[someguyontheinternet]

In my later years in life, I have noticed that I am unable to enjoy using cocaine because after 10 min, my blood pressure becomes so high. I am overly anxious / paranoid. I have experienced this same reaction using different batches from different people over the last couple years. The batch I cant get ahold of now is one of the better ones i have had access to, overall. Yet, 10 min after I use it, I get so uncomfortable with my blood pressure and anxiety, that it is pretty much a complete waste of money. The majority of my time spent trying to calm myself down and convince myself I'm not having a heart attack, even though it feels like it at times with minor chest pains (Right center of chest) sweating, shortness of breath, high heart rate. etc.

I am currently in my late 30's and am overall healthy (I lift weights every day). So, I am not sure what the cause of this is other than me just getting old, perhaps?

Anyone else experience this or have any advice?

do you use any other drugs or medications besides cocaine?

 

[Keif' Richards]

Cocaine has always made me feel this way. My point in posting however is, that fact hasn't prevented me from going on some depraved Cocaine binges in my past. I don't so much like insufflating in and then you know, doing shit, I was much more vibing with the "shut the curtains, turn the electronics off and lock the door" prior to injecting by myself for a day or two. Other people would ruin the whole experience for me.

Cocaine does this to people. What you're experiencing is not out of the ordinary. I'm 34 myself and fuck, I can't do a lot of the shit I could do easily at the age of 24. We are getting old dude. Just go trade your street drugs and clubs for a Vyvanse script and work like the rest of us!

 

[WellTram]

Feeling the same way here. I think my mental health deteriorated, to me the worst is the paranoic state i enter. Only the first hit fells good, them i begin to suffer. And have to use some benzo to calm down. Consequences of long term use. My brain is just not the same.

Mine Is damaged too. They told i have organic damage of CNS.

 

[bingey]

I have this only with certain cuts I suspect procaine or benzocaine

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

It's just not sustainable to take coke for decades, even on and off, for a zillion reasons

You want advice OP? Once the coke party is over, it's over. If you can move on from it that would be a real gift to yourself. Shit drug that does a massive number on us mentally, physically, spiritually...every way you can imagine. Even if it's super-pure. And yeah, absolutely speaking from my own experience and those of a fair few people I have observed closely over the years. Do yourself a huge favour and leave cocaine where it belongs - in your past

 

[evo4ever]

In my later years in life, I have noticed that I am unable to enjoy using cocaine because after 10 min, my blood pressure becomes so high. I am overly anxious / paranoid. I have experienced this same reaction using different batches from different people over the last couple years. The batch I cant get ahold of now is one of the better ones i have had access to, overall. Yet, 10 min after I use it, I get so uncomfortable with my blood pressure and anxiety, that it is pretty much a complete waste of money. The majority of my time spent trying to calm myself down and convince myself I'm not having a heart attack, even though it feels like it at times with minor chest pains (Right center of chest) sweating, shortness of breath, high heart rate. etc.

I am currently in my late 30's and am overall healthy (I lift weights every day). So, I am not sure what the cause of this is other than me just getting old, perhaps?

Anyone else experience this or have any advice?

Coke does that to me as well, I get brutally paranoid! That's why I quit and never looked back. You should do the same OP.