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Hey everyone! :)

From the title you can see that I'm portuguese, right? :p My english is not that bad but is not good either so if you see anything that doesn't make sense please tell me.

After 1 year of reading the Bluelight forums I've decided that it was the time to register and start posting.

I'm 17 and I'm a big fan of psychedelic drugs, MDMA and getting a little curiosity about speeds. I smoke weed since 15 (mostly hash) and I've taken LSD and MDMA.

Hope to meet some nice people in here, cya! =D
 
Thanks Swerlz :)

Well I really love to read trip reports, one day I was reading some on another site and someone referenced (?) bluelight. I searched it and I felt in love :P Another reason to be here is that I always want to explore more about the things I like, so this is the perfect place for me.
 
Mora Fiend, I'm not the right person to answer to your question because 10 years ago I didn't even know what cannabis is 8)

LimaZ, not anymore :p
 
hi there and bienvenidos a ti...is that right? i'm new here too, just signed up yesteeday. have also been reading on here for quite some time, don't know why i never signed up. i can relate to so many on here, it's like an on-going AA or NA mtg., but better...
anyway, i'm a 44 yo woman, in houston, texas. i've done every drug in the book and then some, DOC definitelly opiates. been a killer to get off, and i'm still struggling after having the worst yr. of my life.
actually trying to fight off the urge to score right now, only been about 10days without...
anyway, peace & love to everyone out there, good stuff here!
 
btw, i know my user name might make some wonder just why i think i'm so amazing...let me explain: the paul mc cartney song maybe i'm amazed was on the radio at the time, which i love...all of my life i have struggled w/ self-esteem. so, i thought, what if i just BELIEVE that, and see if i can do this thing! so, it's not like i'm being cocky or arrogant cuz i promis you i'm just the opposite!
 
maybeimamazing said:
btw, i know my user name might make some wonder just why i think i'm so amazing...let me explain: the paul mc cartney song maybe i'm amazed was on the radio at the time, which i love...all of my life i have struggled w/ self-esteem. so, i thought, what if i just BELIEVE that, and see if i can do this thing! so, it's not like i'm being cocky or arrogant cuz i promis you i'm just the opposite!
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You are amazing! :)

I think most people who are good at heart are amazing individuals at least.

I've been off opiates for a while now and know what it's like to go through what you are. Best of luck and I hope you can have a higher self esteem one day. A lot of people struggle with self-esteem and the best place to work on it in the forums would be The Dark Side. There are lots of wonderful, caring, and kind-hearted people in TDS. Just make sure to read the rules for any specific sub-forum before posting and you'll do just fine.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
You are amazing! :)

I think most people who are good at heart are amazing individuals at least.

I've been off opiates for a while now and know what it's like to go through what you are. Best of luck and I hope you can have a higher self esteem one day. A lot of people struggle with self-esteem and the best place to work on it in the forums would be The Dark Side. There are lots of wonderful, caring, and kind-hearted people in TDS. Just make sure to read the rules for any specific sub-forum before posting and you'll do just fine.
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Hiya CaptainHeroin,
thank youfor what you said. I've only been on here since yesterday & I've read a lot of your posts, & I've gotten a lot out of everything you've said, for some reason it all just kinda resonated with me.

yeh, I've def. been on this roller-coaster for awhile. after a mere week w'out anything I went & got a bunch of opanas and some fentanyl patches. trying to not feel too guilty about it, i just couldn't help it! i used to go to AA, daily! but after continuing to "relapse", i just don't feel like going into a meeting & confessing everything there at the table & dealing w/ all the disapointing looks & stuff! i know they supposedly understand, but it's that "all or nothin" mindset that i just can't wrap my head around, you know.
maybe that 's why i like BL so much, cuz i can open up & get really honest here, cuz we're all anonymous here. what is it they say: you're only as sick as your secrets!" and i hate to have to thnk that i am sick or have a disease! yuk! i just want to feel better, and i just love the up, happy, energetic feeling i get with opiates.
how does this PM thing work? would it be ok totalk one on one sometime? i just feel like you have a lot of good suff to share.
anyway, i'm wide awake, it's 4:40 am here, and i better try to gt some sleep for a change, it's been awhile...nitey nite!
 
How to use the Private Message System - An Introduction for Greenlighters

maybeimamazing said:
Hiya CaptainHeroin,
thank youfor what you said. I've only been on here since yesterday & I've read a lot of your posts, & I've gotten a lot out of everything you've said, for some reason it all just kinda resonated with me.

yeh, I've def. been on this roller-coaster for awhile. after a mere week w'out anything I went & got a bunch of opanas and some fentanyl patches. trying to not feel too guilty about it, i just couldn't help it! i used to go to AA, daily! but after continuing to "relapse", i just don't feel like going into a meeting & confessing everything there at the table & dealing w/ all the disapointing looks & stuff! i know they supposedly understand, but it's that "all or nothin" mindset that i just can't wrap my head around, you know.
maybe that 's why i like BL so much, cuz i can open up & get really honest here, cuz we're all anonymous here. what is it they say: you're only as sick as your secrets!" and i hate to have to thnk that i am sick or have a disease! yuk! i just want to feel better, and i just love the up, happy, energetic feeling i get with opiates.
how does this PM thing work? would it be ok totalk one on one sometime? i just feel like you have a lot of good suff to share.
anyway, i'm wide awake, it's 4:40 am here, and i better try to gt some sleep for a change, it's been awhile...nitey nite!
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Hello again! :)

I am glad to hear that my message resonated with you. I like your word choice too!! Have you ever thought about being a writer?

I am completely understanding of why you aren't going to AA/NA now; that's exactly how I would be. I'm not the type to give up all drugs completely as they do have properties that are beneficial to humans.

If you are in pain I cannot blame you for using opiates. I was in excruciating pain for the first 3 months of this year, and the only time I had anything other than buprenorphine (aka Suboxone - a medication for people trying to forego heroin, although buprenorphine by itself is also a pain medication under the name Buprenex - also Butrans, which is a patch) was during surgery for about 2-3 hours.

How to private message​

Look at your upper-right hand corner of the screen. It will say Welcome, Captain.Heroin on my screen, but Welcome, maybeimamazing (you are! :)), as well as when you last visited underneath. Below that smaller line, it will say Your Notifications: (which links to the User CP link - CP stands for Control Panel) with a bolded number for how many private messages and/or friend requests you have received. Next to this number is this arrow:
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Click this arrow (
menu_open.gif
), and a text box will drop down which looks like this...

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Click on the Unread Private Messages, and this will transport you to your inbox.

Voila!

Alternatively, you can just click on the linked username in my post (if you want to PM me :)), locate the "Send Message
menu_open.gif
" beneath my profile picture (which is an illustration of a woman licking the nipple of a male, in case you somehow do not notice it upon viewing my profile =D), and then click on Send a private message to Captain.Heroin.

Finally, if you read all of this and don't understand, you can just click here. ;)

I hope that was an adequate explanation of how to access the PM (which stands for private message) system. =D

Once you get there, I feel you should have already mastered how to send an email by typing in a subject line along with a message in the body text.
 
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