Being sucked into a euphoric psychedelic hole or something, turned into a singularity, becoming everything/nothing. complete loss of self a few times, sometimes i can come out of it, some of the experiences have been like DMT, ive been completely lost on it before, fully immersed. come out re-born or so it felt. taken me far
They're not that similar to me - they both end in 'ego loss', but with k it's usually a lot less mentally traumatic (usually feel detached with an anti-anxiety quality; as opposed to psychs which usually feel personal, and sometimes traumatic as the ego dissolves) ymmv; The actual peak experiences differ too (but harder to say how). Though i find mxe to be closer to classic psychs in some ways (but still distinctly dissociative). The word 'hole' is a bit loaded and dodgy i agree, and doesn't fit with mxe's effects as much as k anyway.
Yeah, that kinda makes sense. I'm guessing that the term 'hole' is reserved for ketamine alone,
No, people do talk about M-holes or holing on MXE. People that are familiar with K holes. did you try the batches that were around before it got banned?
Yeah, that kinda makes sense. I'm guessing that the term 'hole' is reserved for ketamine alone, and people searching for an MXE hole are just applying an irrelevant term to a substance which is more akin to classic psychs than not...
There does seem to be a difference to a psych ego loss to me - more of a sense of another separate world and a journey somewhere; more of a distinct dream world than i'd usually get from psychs.
Well, using that description, I've 'holed' on mushrooms many a time....![]()
If you ever do report back if you can. I find dissociative combos oddly uninteresting. They don't seem to stack well and I find generally work best taken alone or in combination with some other type of drug entirely. YMMV and all that as ever.
No, people do talk about M-holes or holing on MXE. People that are familiar with K holes. did you try the batches that were around before it got banned?
The term is maybe better suited for k as you're usually obviously out on the floor (it's mostly used about other people in my experience, like 'ooh look, he's in the k-hole' when someone's outers dribbling on the floor). You can definitely get an 'm-hole', but i think you have to try a bit more (like lie down in a dark room with music) as it doesn't immobilise you and it's got more stimulation.
There does seem to be a difference to a psych ego loss to me - more of a sense of another separate world and a journey somewhere; more of a distinct dream world than i'd usually get from psychs. Like psych ego loss, it's not necessarily repeatable or easily achievable (often you shoot past the 'hole' into just being out and not remembering it - there's a small-ish window...)
^ I've had several batches post-ban and it really is not the same.
I've had some pretty bunk mxe, some quite clearly cut mxe and several batches which seemed 'off' to me (can't specifically say why though). There was one batch I got which was incredibly sedating in a way that I never remember mxe being - I binned it out of uncertainty and still regret that decision.
Pre-ban was incredibly consistent for me, post-ban just seems like a pot shot and I've yet to find anything that I feel matches pre-ban. That being said I am well aware that my memory of the pre-ban stuff is probably inconsistent with reality, and thus it is quite possible that I'm completely deluded in my expectations by now.
I have no doubt there probably is some good mxe out there, somewhere.
It's been a while since I've tried to get some though, purely out of frustration of what feels like feeding money to a black hole. I tend to favour Ketamine in the same price range as it's a pretty certain thing, or 3-meo-pcp because it's cheap and just enough to tickle my dissociative itch
I remember the pre ban being consistently wicked until near the end, then the batches i got were lacking, felt a bit different