JessFR
Bluelight Crew
I've been hooked on recreational drugs.. I am NOT hooked on my antidepressant. Antidepressants bring me up to 'almost' the normal that most people have naturally. Drugs bring me up to that normal and beyond.
Drugs are a roller coaster of making life awesome and making life a living hell. Antidepressants brings my life back to being somewhat of a life.
"You don't want to be on pills for the rest of your life" some people say.
No I don't... but I would much rather that than being DEAD.
So **** you media.
I tried quitting my antidepressant once, cause, you know, I'd been good for a while, over a year, thought I was through the rougher parts of my life and maybe now I can cope without my antidepressant.
Took a little while to get off it, things for fine for a little while, then within a few months I started looking back and going "I am so horribly unhappy, I mean things weren't perfect on antidepressants but I could at least cope with this crap without wanting to cry and slit my wrists". So I started them again and got back to that just-before baseline level of emotion.
For the record I'm not on an SSRI.
Drugs are a roller coaster of making life awesome and making life a living hell. Antidepressants brings my life back to being somewhat of a life.
"You don't want to be on pills for the rest of your life" some people say.
No I don't... but I would much rather that than being DEAD.
So **** you media.
I tried quitting my antidepressant once, cause, you know, I'd been good for a while, over a year, thought I was through the rougher parts of my life and maybe now I can cope without my antidepressant.
Took a little while to get off it, things for fine for a little while, then within a few months I started looking back and going "I am so horribly unhappy, I mean things weren't perfect on antidepressants but I could at least cope with this crap without wanting to cry and slit my wrists". So I started them again and got back to that just-before baseline level of emotion.
For the record I'm not on an SSRI.
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