Ugly

[beanpoophead]

Don’t want to miss you anymore
can’t help the way I feel
mesmerizing, tears fall
take the stance
as you learn to crawl

Can’t cry these tears anymore
the world is sucking me in
I can almost taste you
still beating beneath my breast
from almost two months ago

Tried so hard to push you away
but every time you come around
I can’t help but taste you again
the scent of sin upon me
with nothing ever happening at all

Makeshift moments and memories
so that I can pretend
its still all about me and you
and what you made me do
to still be you with me, inside

Took out my soul
so that I could bring you
to your lonely knees
pushed you away, so many times
so that I could be me, without you

Written words upon my lips
to curse your perfect name
and to somehow forget you
through all of it, just forget
how ugly you make me

If this isn’t sin
then I don’t know what it is
made me see what you are
on the outside of me
cos I’ve become just like you

ugly

 

[cherub]

sometimes the picture in the mirror is an uneasy sight and some think of themselves as ugly,,, we forget to see ourselves as the beauty within and without. great work