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i dont feel well. I dont know to many people that still talk to me anymore besides this forum. I really doubt I will be of much longer. MY body is tired and I'm sick of being the one getting fucked...sorry
 
^ Whats happenin B@O????:(<3
I know what its like to have people turn against you...

PM me if you want to rant in confidence...
 
I think im hideous most of the time, it sucks but Im not goin to let Societys shallow rules define me - Fuck that, dont see logically why ANYONE should have to feel bad about themselves/how they look!!!!!!!!!!! Sick of being bullied by the Media/Majorities/Peers/Family/anyone else, all my life, into being something I am not!!!!:X
Feel especially shitty today but just going to sit it out and wait until it wanes a bit and hopefully get my strength back.
Fight for yourself B@O, insecurities do pass and you have to stand by yourself!!! Go look for things/pple/places that make you feel secure and stregthen you. Sometimes we make the wrong choices with pple and they abandon us - This doesn't mean everyones like that or that it's going to be that way forever!
 
^^^It's true, we are given so many ideas about how we are supposed to look, act, and feel. It's all complete bullshit man.

Be who you are, whoever that is. No matter who you are, some people will think it's not good enough. Seriously I had a friend that hated Mother Theresa and would complain about all the things she did that she shouldn't have 8)

I get fucking pissed off when I see how much we are all affected by the big pile of shit we spoon-fed everyday by the world around us. Every message is telling us that we are not good enough and that we are missing something and that we will only be happy if we look different, buy their product, find the right partner, etc. It's all a lie!

The only way you or anybody else will have peace of mind is by accepting yourself as you are and treating each moment like a precious gift.

Check this guy out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ciYk-UwqFKA&feature=related
 
BAO, sorry you feel so bad I'm sure you're better looking than you think and regardless of what you look like outside, everyone has something inside that makes them special. Also, looks are transitory. They change through out our lives. Someone' who's awkward looking in high school might turn into someone incredibly handsome later on. But it sounds like its more than looks that are bothering you. Sounds like you're suffering from depression, but I'm no doctor, so I can't diagnose you. Is there any place you can go for help? I wish I could help, but all i can do is say that I hope you feel better. Please don't do anything rash. I know how you feel now feels like it will never end, but things will get better. That's the cool thing about life, everything changes. This too shall pass.
 
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