This post may be written poorly at first, I will add onto it as well as post below.
I took this stuff for about 6-7 days straight, fuck if I remember -- One of my friends almost died on it because he's retarded af, this is beside the point -- I dumped over 250mg last night because this stuff will ruin who you are, the disassociative part is what TRULY changes you but the fact you have to redose and fiend til you get a line ready is the other half of changing who you are. Seriously, every 30-50 minutes you HAD to redose otherwise, you either couldn't leave your house, sleep, be in a normal mood or feel alright -- with benzos in system, it's kind of different but not so much.
24 HOURS since I've taken any, and I did experience one small spurt of full blown opiate withdrawal 2 mornings ago, I rushed to my bag and made a line then plugged some and was fine -- thought nothing of it. Now that it's been 24 hours without, I took a small nap after christmas, as it was stressful and I was tired because I've been moving a lot and on a lot of benzos to function w/o U4. And I DON'T WANT U4 but you have no choice. --- Well this small nap, about 2 hours, was the worst idea ever -- I bought fake h, whatever it was, it put me to sleep so I forgot "going to sleep" but I went on my bed though, so that's good. Anyway, when I woke up, my whole entire body was in a VERY HOT hot-flash coursing through my head, veins, extremities.....everywhere, for a solid 10 minutes, my body hurt so bad and I could barely move - I could crawl -- and I couldn't think.... grabbing my phone trying to get a fix was near impossible until 5-8 minutes of HELL, literal, HELL, no joke. I cried after I COULD cry because the mental and physical part was so bad. 10 MINUTES after I was gaining enough composure to move with crawling and could use my phone, stopped crying a bit and felt...well, alright - due to a lot of benzos being in my system.. The pain, guys, was full blown opiate withdrawal (LUCKILY, THANK FUCK it didnt last the normal week long... it lasted a good 10 minutes.... benzos responsible, who knows). It was the kind of W/D you'd get if you've been on methadone or heroin for months and months, high doses, fiending all night and day... thats how severe the W/D was in both mental and physical -- I am so glad it didn't last longer than that. I think I would have went to the hospital as I've never experienced full on opiate W/D, only small W/D and about a year of severe benzo W/D.
Please don't take this with a grain of salt, this short acting opioid is something else, it can wreck you unmercifully in a weeks time.
Thanks guys, and yes this happened tonight... about 40 minutes ago.... Stay safe. and uh... merry christmas.
I took this stuff for about 6-7 days straight, fuck if I remember -- One of my friends almost died on it because he's retarded af, this is beside the point -- I dumped over 250mg last night because this stuff will ruin who you are, the disassociative part is what TRULY changes you but the fact you have to redose and fiend til you get a line ready is the other half of changing who you are. Seriously, every 30-50 minutes you HAD to redose otherwise, you either couldn't leave your house, sleep, be in a normal mood or feel alright -- with benzos in system, it's kind of different but not so much.
24 HOURS since I've taken any, and I did experience one small spurt of full blown opiate withdrawal 2 mornings ago, I rushed to my bag and made a line then plugged some and was fine -- thought nothing of it. Now that it's been 24 hours without, I took a small nap after christmas, as it was stressful and I was tired because I've been moving a lot and on a lot of benzos to function w/o U4. And I DON'T WANT U4 but you have no choice. --- Well this small nap, about 2 hours, was the worst idea ever -- I bought fake h, whatever it was, it put me to sleep so I forgot "going to sleep" but I went on my bed though, so that's good. Anyway, when I woke up, my whole entire body was in a VERY HOT hot-flash coursing through my head, veins, extremities.....everywhere, for a solid 10 minutes, my body hurt so bad and I could barely move - I could crawl -- and I couldn't think.... grabbing my phone trying to get a fix was near impossible until 5-8 minutes of HELL, literal, HELL, no joke. I cried after I COULD cry because the mental and physical part was so bad. 10 MINUTES after I was gaining enough composure to move with crawling and could use my phone, stopped crying a bit and felt...well, alright - due to a lot of benzos being in my system.. The pain, guys, was full blown opiate withdrawal (LUCKILY, THANK FUCK it didnt last the normal week long... it lasted a good 10 minutes.... benzos responsible, who knows). It was the kind of W/D you'd get if you've been on methadone or heroin for months and months, high doses, fiending all night and day... thats how severe the W/D was in both mental and physical -- I am so glad it didn't last longer than that. I think I would have went to the hospital as I've never experienced full on opiate W/D, only small W/D and about a year of severe benzo W/D.
Please don't take this with a grain of salt, this short acting opioid is something else, it can wreck you unmercifully in a weeks time.
Thanks guys, and yes this happened tonight... about 40 minutes ago.... Stay safe. and uh... merry christmas.
