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Bluelighter
Ok so, when it comes to stimulants, I'm very very familiar with pharmaceutical amps, and I feel i have enough experience with meth, even though my use of it was on a month here, off a few years there, on a couple weeks here. That kind of thing.
Anyhow, so yesterday at 230pm I had sniffed and smoked a little bit of meth, the last time I had used it was 1yr ago, and i havent done amps for about 8 months. I didnt have a scale with me so I cant tell you exactly how much I have used, it was shards not shake. I first sniffed a healthy sized line, perhaps I may of overdone it. Started feeling really great,
Felt a very strong come up BUT gradual , smooth and clean at the same time. It was bliss. Then like an idiot, purposely saved crumbs, just to fulfill my stupid (mostly)placebo routine, and chased it off of foil. I did notice a HUGE difference when adding this to what a sniffed. I almost felt as if I was rolling on a low dose of MDMA, I may even rule in that it had LSD similarities (for example...everything is so crystal clear, and I get a sense of everything moving so fast and animated ). *does what I'm explaining sound like common effects from having either really good meth or I hate to even say it an RC or analogue?*Obviously the rush i got from smoking it wore off fast, as its known for its shit duration .Around midnight I did the same size line. Was wired till 5am. Started to relax, and literally laid on my bed from 5am till 3pm watching pornhub on my phone. Ugh, my love hate relationship. It feels so fucking good indulging in sex on meth, and hell yeah I still value my porn. But having to snap back in reality I felt like such a creep , and I understand that's just the nature of the drug sometimes. I so dont miss its horrific ability to really mess with ones mental state.
Anyways, I'm still wired from yesterday! Its coming back in weird waves, small rushes . I dont remember ever having meth that made me feel this so God damn good. The longest stretch I had with it was 4 months, and $10,000 later , I had wasted a huge chunk of a small settlement I had for an automobile accident. It did get bad. But I still dont remember having shit this strong and cleaner too..forgive my rambling again , u can def. Blame it on that! With the aid of my medical vape pen, the crash or comedown is so much more bearable with it. With that I am grateful, because It prolly prevented me from getting benzos to deal with the crash. Ok thanks everyone, all opinions mean the world
Thanks
Anyhow, so yesterday at 230pm I had sniffed and smoked a little bit of meth, the last time I had used it was 1yr ago, and i havent done amps for about 8 months. I didnt have a scale with me so I cant tell you exactly how much I have used, it was shards not shake. I first sniffed a healthy sized line, perhaps I may of overdone it. Started feeling really great,
Felt a very strong come up BUT gradual , smooth and clean at the same time. It was bliss. Then like an idiot, purposely saved crumbs, just to fulfill my stupid (mostly)placebo routine, and chased it off of foil. I did notice a HUGE difference when adding this to what a sniffed. I almost felt as if I was rolling on a low dose of MDMA, I may even rule in that it had LSD similarities (for example...everything is so crystal clear, and I get a sense of everything moving so fast and animated ). *does what I'm explaining sound like common effects from having either really good meth or I hate to even say it an RC or analogue?*Obviously the rush i got from smoking it wore off fast, as its known for its shit duration .Around midnight I did the same size line. Was wired till 5am. Started to relax, and literally laid on my bed from 5am till 3pm watching pornhub on my phone. Ugh, my love hate relationship. It feels so fucking good indulging in sex on meth, and hell yeah I still value my porn. But having to snap back in reality I felt like such a creep , and I understand that's just the nature of the drug sometimes. I so dont miss its horrific ability to really mess with ones mental state.
Anyways, I'm still wired from yesterday! Its coming back in weird waves, small rushes . I dont remember ever having meth that made me feel this so God damn good. The longest stretch I had with it was 4 months, and $10,000 later , I had wasted a huge chunk of a small settlement I had for an automobile accident. It did get bad. But I still dont remember having shit this strong and cleaner too..forgive my rambling again , u can def. Blame it on that! With the aid of my medical vape pen, the crash or comedown is so much more bearable with it. With that I am grateful, because It prolly prevented me from getting benzos to deal with the crash. Ok thanks everyone, all opinions mean the world
Thanks