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ehh... almost posted this to the neuroscience section of BL, but i don't really know about science. i was thinking maybe people wanted to find scientific reasons why i feel the way i do, but i know this thread is going to be a turn off to read for some on BL and there is no science behind my experience. these are the objective sensations that i get on drugs compared to exercise though, and i think people could benifit from realizing doing body scans and comparing drugs like this is helpful if you don't already... this really has nothing to do with harm reduction unless i want to get a bit silly with how doing body scans after and during exercise can be compared to the feelings of different drugs can get you to realize drugs are unhealthy, which isn't really even what i'm getting... this thread could actually be a trigger for people to give up on exercise and just abuse. i just want to talk about cross over feelings of things you can do sober v.s. being on drugs. that as far as harm reduction being a part of the guide lines of posting in this forum, i think realizing how your body feels could be helpful in harm reduction.... that it seems like it would be positive to say "realize what is making your body function better so you can experience more life." hell though, some ya'll like YOLO.. i don't know what's right. i just want to talk about my sensations and see if anybody else feels the same or i want to find out what others feel if they feel different.
i'll start by talking about my description of shrooms and how i always testify they are healthy feeling ime... as a forty year old, i didn't really exercise other than slow paced walking very often since i was like 16 and took heavy paced martial arts. i walked around a ton and skateboarded occasionally in my early years of drug use, but that was all at a slow pace. most of my experience with exercise is martial arts and jogging which i didn't habitually do since i was a teen.... i did a lot of shrooms from the ages of 18 until my thirties. i did a lot of lsd and analogues in my thirties. i don't do any psychedelics anymore, unless you want to consider pot a psychedelic. i'd like to describe the body sensations on these drugs compared to exercise.
i always felt like shrooms were cleansing. usually i would shit around the peak and that would leave me with a refreshed feeling, but i know from LSD making me shit waaaay more during the peak that shrooms have other feelings of physical well being which i found out now may be similar to exercise that aren't just from relieving one's self. i never really until recently thought to describe the feeling of shrooms as being similar to exercise. i don't really think it is 100%, but i think some of my feeling like shrooms being healthy feeling is because there is some type of energy peaking on mushrooms that is similar to post-exercise. the shrooms feel heavier sensation than exercise. i described feeling like i was melting with shrooms. exercise doesn't really have that, but there is a feeling i get post exercise that i got as a kid before using drugs that is definitely similar to shrooms... i've described liking the stimulation of LSD analogues much more than shrooms and being turned off by shrooms after getting into them.
i'll describe my body's sensations during shrooms v.s. l.s.d. analogues.... i feel like eth-lad is the most stimulating and best lsd analogue... i'm not 100% sure my experience with what i thought was real lsd25 is legit. could've been something else, but i do know all my experience with analogues is legit stuff.. i probably did have real LSD25. i've had different sensations during my what i believe were LSD25 trips from different sources. i don't know if it's because of different doses. i have more experience with analogues, and only scored what was supposed to be LSD25 on a few different occasions. if i was in fact using LSD25, i do believe there is cleaner v.s. dirtier acid. big debate... i even hear people saying that all of the analogues are going to be the same feeling.. i don't really buy it. i've done so many analogues and always have the same feelings which are different on the different ones. that if i'm not getting real physical sensations from the neuroscience involved with the drug's composition that i have a hella active imagination for placebo.
eth-lad is supposed to be stronger per UG than LSD25 and i usually would dose the same amount of tabs doing 1p, ald-52, and eth-lad, but i do have experience dosing smaller doses of ETH-LAD and i feel like it ALWAYS is the most stimulating. there is a particular subtly tingly sensation through out the body that is related to being on stimulants, but i never really felt the tingles of eth-lad on coke or high dose adderall.. eth-lad feels strong energy though like a stimulant more so than any of the other analogues. i've had stimulating LSD but it's not really tingly. i don't think lsd or analogues really feels healthy in a way like i've exercised like i do with shrooms. ald-52 and al-lad is probably the least stimulating of the analogues in a way that neither of them feel tingly. this really has nothing to do with exercise. idk. 1p-lsd is kind of in the middle of ald-52, shrooms (With out the feeling of exercising. 1p-lsd just vaguely has A TINY BIT of a shroom feel that LSD25 or none of the other analogues feel), lsd... YOU KNOW, i REALLY FEEL LIKE SOME ONE OUT THERE IS GOING TO THINK THESE DESCRIPTIONS ARE BULL SHIT, BUT THEY ARE SO STRONG TO ME, I'M JUST DOING THIS THREAD. I DON'T CARE. i always have BL staff tell me i'm posting in the wrong place... drug discussion dog. if you want to say that you feel like your body honestly metabolizes and has the same sensations for all the different ones because they are metabolized the same or whatever the science is, THAT'S FINE, but i think they are gonna find some day that there is something about what's in the drugs or some bizarre thing where different people's can notice certain stuff that is very apparent between the drugs.
LSD and mushrooms both make my spine feel stronger with having spinal arthritis and the pain is also HEAVILY masked even for days after the experiences. i think all of them might even be subtly healthy and aligning the body. maybe this is only for people that breath a certain way under the influence of the drug. there is something about shrooms though that i have to say feels like post-exercise again with the exception of the melting sensation.. after not really doing much exercise since i was a teen at forty, i will give you my experience with starting to ease back into exercise for the past 2 years.
i've been walkiing between 2 and 12 miles a day for the past years. on average four miles... i'm at the point where it's casual for me to go like 4 miles while doing tai-chi while jogging i about 2 hous. i rap to keep good breathing patterns. it's pretty graceful. i think what i'm doing is probably healthier than if i were to just tough it out and jog like a regular person. i go the same MPH as a jogger for some of the experience and stop and do cool downs with tai chi pretty frequently, so the cool downs where i'm stopped doing tai chi adds more hours to the distance of the walk. 2MPH doesn't seem like a fast speed, but i'm doing some intense exercise.
when i' done, i have to say i feel EXACTLY LIKE I USED TO FEEL EXERCISING AS A KID!!!!!! it's funny, i used to feel pretty good about exercising as a kid. that "Runner's High". i didn't really think it felt bad. i registered it as a good feeling, but after trying drugs i have to say that getting high on drugs is a better feeling A LOT OF THE TIME. like i said shrooms are more like exercise than the LSD stuff, and i don't like the shrooms... idk, i sleep less with the exercise and exercise will cause people to get LESS SENSATIONS DURING ASMR EXPERIENCES. i get heavy experiences with ASMR especially when not excersising.
2 winters ago, i went the whole winter with out exercising eating shit and laying down 15 hours a day either sleeping or listening to ASMR. i lost 25 pounds eating, a good amount of muscle was lost in my legs visibly. i was having VERY STRONG and VERY INTENSE experiences with ASMR. this unhealthy life style was better sensations physically than any of my experiences with drugs. i would get high on pot and listen to ASMR and get to the point where i was breathing so intensely that i was having heavy tripped out psychedelic ego loss experiences. it was fucking amazing. i didn't really feel bad at all. i really doubt this was healthy at all, TBH.
i started exercising cause the lack of weight on my legs bothered me. after starting to exercising i'm getting a great deal more tone. i sleep like 5-12 hours a night, usually like 8, never more than 12. sometimes i need to just catch up on sleep. i probably average 8 hours a sleep a night, and i feel like i have energy. when doing the ASMR, eating shit and not exercising, i had NO ENERGY. it felt good. i wasn't doing any drugs that involved crashing, so i think this led me to be in a state where i could experience a lot of ASMR... after exercising more, i feel like energy seems like stress to me. i don't really like it. i don't really like exercise. i don't really like shrooms. LOL
i feel like maybe this should be switched to the dark side at this point in the thread, but i'd like to hear if anybody wants to talk about how they feel physically on different drugs... i have to say despite the fact i can eat whatever i want when i exercise cause my body is healthy. i don't really like exercising. i don't really like being up more hours in the day... i get some really intense euphoria and feel great about my consciousness when exercising, but idk, it's kind of hard to deal with. right after i get done excersing i have to break down and do some yoga. because of my back problem, i can't do many stretches so my go to and mostly only stretch is trunk rotations. i can get into perfect breathing and stop the shroomy runner's high feeling that i used to translate to well being as a kid. i fucking hate it dude. that that is making me live longer... i want to live longer cause i love my consciousness, but the sensations of being alive are fucking pretty miserable at times.
i'll finish this off by saying that i don't really believe that everyone's brain chemistry is the same... that i have experience being drugged against my will with risperdal and i have to say easing into risperdal can be like nodding on opiates. that after being on risperdal for a while, there's not nodding, but it's pretty relaxing. i almost want to go on risperdal, but i get off on jerking off before bed. like i go through so much pain just to jerk off... idk. risperdal is supposed to deplete dopamine and opiates release and raise dopamine. that i just get tired on both of them. i definitely have experience with prescription opiates too. i'm not getting like fake drugs or anything....
SO I DON'T KNOW... i'd just like to hear how people's body's feel about different drugs... do you like exercise? i don't want to make anyone realize that they don't like exercise. i don't want to hurt people, but i want to let the internet know my experience... i feel like the internet is great because subjective experiences are repeated with different people... maybe i'm a very small minority with the sensations i'm getting, but it's really how i feel. i don't know if being schizophrenic is causing me to have a different experience with opiates than other schizophrenic. i believe i am hypersensitive as well...
with how i used to feel content exercising before trying drugs (i don't think it's the life for me), but i feel like some people would rather just live a life of going through the motions exercising and eating delicious food. that after trying drugs, i can't get over how amazing i can particularly feel.... just getting to eat some good shit a couple times a day, i really have to realize should be reason to live, but it's hard. i used to feel anxiety as a kid a lot too and exercise would help.... how i felt a couple winters ago, just getting baked and sleeping all day listening to ASMR, i was SO FUCKING HIGH AND AT PEACE.. like losing weight and realizing i have no muscle in my legs, like that fucks with my head. i don't really want to die, but i want to feel good. fucking paradox life shit god set up brain chemistry to get tested by god. lol HELL PUT THIS THREAD IN THE SPIRITUALITY SECTION AND GIVE ME SOME SOULFUL ADVICE IF YOU WANT... heh.
i'll start by talking about my description of shrooms and how i always testify they are healthy feeling ime... as a forty year old, i didn't really exercise other than slow paced walking very often since i was like 16 and took heavy paced martial arts. i walked around a ton and skateboarded occasionally in my early years of drug use, but that was all at a slow pace. most of my experience with exercise is martial arts and jogging which i didn't habitually do since i was a teen.... i did a lot of shrooms from the ages of 18 until my thirties. i did a lot of lsd and analogues in my thirties. i don't do any psychedelics anymore, unless you want to consider pot a psychedelic. i'd like to describe the body sensations on these drugs compared to exercise.
i always felt like shrooms were cleansing. usually i would shit around the peak and that would leave me with a refreshed feeling, but i know from LSD making me shit waaaay more during the peak that shrooms have other feelings of physical well being which i found out now may be similar to exercise that aren't just from relieving one's self. i never really until recently thought to describe the feeling of shrooms as being similar to exercise. i don't really think it is 100%, but i think some of my feeling like shrooms being healthy feeling is because there is some type of energy peaking on mushrooms that is similar to post-exercise. the shrooms feel heavier sensation than exercise. i described feeling like i was melting with shrooms. exercise doesn't really have that, but there is a feeling i get post exercise that i got as a kid before using drugs that is definitely similar to shrooms... i've described liking the stimulation of LSD analogues much more than shrooms and being turned off by shrooms after getting into them.
i'll describe my body's sensations during shrooms v.s. l.s.d. analogues.... i feel like eth-lad is the most stimulating and best lsd analogue... i'm not 100% sure my experience with what i thought was real lsd25 is legit. could've been something else, but i do know all my experience with analogues is legit stuff.. i probably did have real LSD25. i've had different sensations during my what i believe were LSD25 trips from different sources. i don't know if it's because of different doses. i have more experience with analogues, and only scored what was supposed to be LSD25 on a few different occasions. if i was in fact using LSD25, i do believe there is cleaner v.s. dirtier acid. big debate... i even hear people saying that all of the analogues are going to be the same feeling.. i don't really buy it. i've done so many analogues and always have the same feelings which are different on the different ones. that if i'm not getting real physical sensations from the neuroscience involved with the drug's composition that i have a hella active imagination for placebo.
eth-lad is supposed to be stronger per UG than LSD25 and i usually would dose the same amount of tabs doing 1p, ald-52, and eth-lad, but i do have experience dosing smaller doses of ETH-LAD and i feel like it ALWAYS is the most stimulating. there is a particular subtly tingly sensation through out the body that is related to being on stimulants, but i never really felt the tingles of eth-lad on coke or high dose adderall.. eth-lad feels strong energy though like a stimulant more so than any of the other analogues. i've had stimulating LSD but it's not really tingly. i don't think lsd or analogues really feels healthy in a way like i've exercised like i do with shrooms. ald-52 and al-lad is probably the least stimulating of the analogues in a way that neither of them feel tingly. this really has nothing to do with exercise. idk. 1p-lsd is kind of in the middle of ald-52, shrooms (With out the feeling of exercising. 1p-lsd just vaguely has A TINY BIT of a shroom feel that LSD25 or none of the other analogues feel), lsd... YOU KNOW, i REALLY FEEL LIKE SOME ONE OUT THERE IS GOING TO THINK THESE DESCRIPTIONS ARE BULL SHIT, BUT THEY ARE SO STRONG TO ME, I'M JUST DOING THIS THREAD. I DON'T CARE. i always have BL staff tell me i'm posting in the wrong place... drug discussion dog. if you want to say that you feel like your body honestly metabolizes and has the same sensations for all the different ones because they are metabolized the same or whatever the science is, THAT'S FINE, but i think they are gonna find some day that there is something about what's in the drugs or some bizarre thing where different people's can notice certain stuff that is very apparent between the drugs.
LSD and mushrooms both make my spine feel stronger with having spinal arthritis and the pain is also HEAVILY masked even for days after the experiences. i think all of them might even be subtly healthy and aligning the body. maybe this is only for people that breath a certain way under the influence of the drug. there is something about shrooms though that i have to say feels like post-exercise again with the exception of the melting sensation.. after not really doing much exercise since i was a teen at forty, i will give you my experience with starting to ease back into exercise for the past 2 years.
i've been walkiing between 2 and 12 miles a day for the past years. on average four miles... i'm at the point where it's casual for me to go like 4 miles while doing tai-chi while jogging i about 2 hous. i rap to keep good breathing patterns. it's pretty graceful. i think what i'm doing is probably healthier than if i were to just tough it out and jog like a regular person. i go the same MPH as a jogger for some of the experience and stop and do cool downs with tai chi pretty frequently, so the cool downs where i'm stopped doing tai chi adds more hours to the distance of the walk. 2MPH doesn't seem like a fast speed, but i'm doing some intense exercise.
when i' done, i have to say i feel EXACTLY LIKE I USED TO FEEL EXERCISING AS A KID!!!!!! it's funny, i used to feel pretty good about exercising as a kid. that "Runner's High". i didn't really think it felt bad. i registered it as a good feeling, but after trying drugs i have to say that getting high on drugs is a better feeling A LOT OF THE TIME. like i said shrooms are more like exercise than the LSD stuff, and i don't like the shrooms... idk, i sleep less with the exercise and exercise will cause people to get LESS SENSATIONS DURING ASMR EXPERIENCES. i get heavy experiences with ASMR especially when not excersising.
2 winters ago, i went the whole winter with out exercising eating shit and laying down 15 hours a day either sleeping or listening to ASMR. i lost 25 pounds eating, a good amount of muscle was lost in my legs visibly. i was having VERY STRONG and VERY INTENSE experiences with ASMR. this unhealthy life style was better sensations physically than any of my experiences with drugs. i would get high on pot and listen to ASMR and get to the point where i was breathing so intensely that i was having heavy tripped out psychedelic ego loss experiences. it was fucking amazing. i didn't really feel bad at all. i really doubt this was healthy at all, TBH.
i started exercising cause the lack of weight on my legs bothered me. after starting to exercising i'm getting a great deal more tone. i sleep like 5-12 hours a night, usually like 8, never more than 12. sometimes i need to just catch up on sleep. i probably average 8 hours a sleep a night, and i feel like i have energy. when doing the ASMR, eating shit and not exercising, i had NO ENERGY. it felt good. i wasn't doing any drugs that involved crashing, so i think this led me to be in a state where i could experience a lot of ASMR... after exercising more, i feel like energy seems like stress to me. i don't really like it. i don't really like exercise. i don't really like shrooms. LOL
i feel like maybe this should be switched to the dark side at this point in the thread, but i'd like to hear if anybody wants to talk about how they feel physically on different drugs... i have to say despite the fact i can eat whatever i want when i exercise cause my body is healthy. i don't really like exercising. i don't really like being up more hours in the day... i get some really intense euphoria and feel great about my consciousness when exercising, but idk, it's kind of hard to deal with. right after i get done excersing i have to break down and do some yoga. because of my back problem, i can't do many stretches so my go to and mostly only stretch is trunk rotations. i can get into perfect breathing and stop the shroomy runner's high feeling that i used to translate to well being as a kid. i fucking hate it dude. that that is making me live longer... i want to live longer cause i love my consciousness, but the sensations of being alive are fucking pretty miserable at times.
i'll finish this off by saying that i don't really believe that everyone's brain chemistry is the same... that i have experience being drugged against my will with risperdal and i have to say easing into risperdal can be like nodding on opiates. that after being on risperdal for a while, there's not nodding, but it's pretty relaxing. i almost want to go on risperdal, but i get off on jerking off before bed. like i go through so much pain just to jerk off... idk. risperdal is supposed to deplete dopamine and opiates release and raise dopamine. that i just get tired on both of them. i definitely have experience with prescription opiates too. i'm not getting like fake drugs or anything....
SO I DON'T KNOW... i'd just like to hear how people's body's feel about different drugs... do you like exercise? i don't want to make anyone realize that they don't like exercise. i don't want to hurt people, but i want to let the internet know my experience... i feel like the internet is great because subjective experiences are repeated with different people... maybe i'm a very small minority with the sensations i'm getting, but it's really how i feel. i don't know if being schizophrenic is causing me to have a different experience with opiates than other schizophrenic. i believe i am hypersensitive as well...
with how i used to feel content exercising before trying drugs (i don't think it's the life for me), but i feel like some people would rather just live a life of going through the motions exercising and eating delicious food. that after trying drugs, i can't get over how amazing i can particularly feel.... just getting to eat some good shit a couple times a day, i really have to realize should be reason to live, but it's hard. i used to feel anxiety as a kid a lot too and exercise would help.... how i felt a couple winters ago, just getting baked and sleeping all day listening to ASMR, i was SO FUCKING HIGH AND AT PEACE.. like losing weight and realizing i have no muscle in my legs, like that fucks with my head. i don't really want to die, but i want to feel good. fucking paradox life shit god set up brain chemistry to get tested by god. lol HELL PUT THIS THREAD IN THE SPIRITUALITY SECTION AND GIVE ME SOME SOULFUL ADVICE IF YOU WANT... heh.
