Two years

[Living_Proof]

I shed a tear today
as I tore our picture
into pieces
I would have cried
if I thought it was possible

Two years
of killing myself
for something that wasn't even my fault
has taken its toll
and I don't have anything left to give
Not that you'd accept anything
that I gave you anyway

I never thought that I'd get over you
and now that I have
I don't know what to do

But I don't mind
Because I finally found someone
who really does care about me

Even though it took a year
for her to help me
find myself again
She did what I wouldn't allow myself to
and it feels wonderful

So I sit here
staring at the pieces
of a life that died two years ago
And although you took a piece of me
that I can never have back
I've realized
that just like this picture
I don't need it anymore

 

[chrissy]

wow... absolutely wonderful. i feel for u cause ive been through the same thing.. still going through it i think... so uve inspired me. i wish u all the best and im proud of u.. cause ur right.. u dont need it anymore.
im in love with this piece...

chrissy

 

[Living_Proof]

Thank you so much! I wrote this yesterday; it's the first piece I've written in a long time. It really feels good to write again. I hope to start putting pieces up on a regular basis here.

I understand what you mean when you say that you think you're still going through it. Don't worry sweetie, it will pass.