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Bluelighter
thats shitty and I hope you get some sleep and feel better, but this is a harm reduction website. starting small when its been a while is always a good idea. Some people even metabolize methadone in a way that makes it more potent, some less potent. Watching people you care about die is awful for all involved trust me. I never tried to attack you so dont get defensive this is a public space asking for advice.
Methadone has taken down way too many people to not be treated with caution.
its all good man, actually the reason why i chose to stop methadone abruptly and switch to suboxone and agree to go thru precip w/d under my doctors care as because i was SCARED FOR MY LIFE, i abuse benzos, and being on methadone i just knew i would be dead within the next year or 2 from the benzo methadone mix...i would go to sleep at 4pm..eat food sitting up falling asleep, smoking cigarettes that arent even in my hand. passing out on the toilet seat..and this is when i felt sober and not fucked up from mixing them..i knew i would die in my sleep...my dad even kept waking up numerous times every night to wake me up to make sure i didnt stop breathing..i had to do it...the precip wd was horrid, my doctor got a laugh out of it..my whole life flashed in front of me dring the precip wd and i couldnt stop crying, like a baby..all the guilt and shame, and dirt i did...jails...violence...hurting family..i needed that experience. pretty odd at day 4 im still going thru precip WD..goodnight all
