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I did Diphenhydramine 2 days in a row
Halo, Roaches, Rats, colors, scorpions, Patterns, and Sounds... What A night
13/June/11
Age 15
Hearing a lot of bizarre stories about the hallucinogenic effects of Diphenhydramine, I decided to experiment with this. Here is what happened when I did. Well first I looked it up on drugs-forum.com. A very strong trip was 400-800 mg. I wanted to be safe, so I took 500. I'm not going to tell you how the drug is described, you'll know soon. Diphenhydramine is most commonly found in Benadryl. However, it's also known to be in Unisom sleeping pills, and other generic copies. Well I took 10, and relaxed. Like any other hallucinogen it didn't take effect immediately. In about 45 minutes, a similar onset to acid, it began. There were translucent patterns everywhere. I was stunned. This was before I did LSA, so I was not used to this. I've haven't heard this reported in many other trip reports, probably because it's not that common. However I have heard about it during acid trips. My vision was also blurry and I was seeing double. Throughout my trip I had involuntary muscular spasms.
I felt like a stone. This heaviness made it nearly impossible to move. I sat down on my computer and played some Grateful Dead. The first hallucinations eventually began. These invisible creatures were roaming around. They were "Predator" style invisible, so I could see them. They looked like those grunts from Halo. I remember there was one right in front of me. It had no mass; I reached out my hand and tried to grab it. It was a phantom, taking no actual space, but I could see it. They were walking slowly and jumping around. This was fun, I just thought, wow, I'm tripping. So I sat down and just chilled. I read about other people experiences with the drugs on erowid.com and I got scared. I read about spiders. Personally I don't give a damn about spiders, but then I thought roaches. What if I see roaches? I was scared shitless. All of a sudden I felt some strong physical sensations. It was scaring me like hell. I was startled and thought there was a roach on me, but no. It was nothing. I was dysphoric, and paranoid. All I needed was a hug, but no one was there to give me one. Why am I so lonely? Why can't anybody give me a hug? I can't remember the last time I got a hug.
I turned on some Grateful Dead. This was a 13 minute live version of Eyes of the World. I helped me chill. I can't remember if it was Dick's Picks 3, or Dick's Picks 19. Yea, I know all that stuff, I'm a Deadhead. Now let's talk about music. This is one of the most commonly cited elements of Diphenhydramine, the increased appreciation of music. Sound just becomes more wide open, and overall better. The clarity of what you hear improves greatly. You hear little portions of music in you favorite songs that you've never heard before. It may just be a hallucination though. Listen again after the trip and see if it still there. You brain will become open to it afterwards. I started seeing small black dots resembling gnats fly through my vision. Now it's time to trip. I looked off to the side and saw very large cockroaches on the floor of my room. In reality I would be scared beyond belief. They seemed to form out of the black dots on the hardwood floor. Almost as if the spots become roaches. This was when I noticed that the ground was flowing like a river, probably because of the wood pattern. It was as if they were on a treadmill. They couldn't get to me.
I was still scared and couldn't stop looking at them. I haven't reached a delirium so I knew it was all a trip. I looked at my wall, and saw one crawl out the bottom of the floor. It was like the wall was a curtain, and it could easily be walked through. It crawled its way out the corner of the wall where the floor meets. It just stayed there, didn't even move. A big huge scorpion came from behind the same way and it grabbed the cockroach. It didn't even move its legs. The scorpion I mean. It legs were motionless as it sort of slide over there. It grabbed the roach, raised it up and took it back. The scorpion went back into the wall, again without moving its legs. The roach didn't even resist it just went with it. Didn't even wiggle its legs it just gave up on life. Also I saw a giant rat with an angry evil face come out from behind a stand. It looked at me, then turned its head, and walked backwards into the stand. It was never seen again.
I wandered around the room, finding it very difficult to move. I looked at all the other roaches. Some were normal looking, others were like real big. There was one in the kitchen that was white. Not like a baby one, this had wings. It was like a regular one, but white. In reality I would be scared out of my mind, I feel like a bitch because of my phobia. My dad one time said, "You need to grow some balls, your acting like a bitch. You ain't gonna make nothing out of yourself unless you stop." My mom also said once, "You ain't nothing but a punk." I hate myself for having this phobia. However I was so doped up it wasn't bothering me.
Eventually, they disappeared. Also I didn't feel like a bolder anymore. There was also a weird flash of light in the corner of my eye. Eventually I decided fuck this its bed time. I went to my room and was astonished. My Lime green walls were Royal Blue. What the fuck. The strange part is I read about that very same thing happening to someone else in their erowid trip report. On my chair, was this purple colored gym bag, I didn't really notice it. In fact it seemed normal. In fact I saw myself going into the bed from a third person. I didn't question any of it. When I woke up… holy shit. I had no feeling in my body. Kind of like when you rest on your arm and it ones numb, only this time my whole body was like that. I was paralyzed. It took me a while before I got to move.
Overall, it's fun but scary. Not for everyone. This ain't no acid. Welcome to the dark side of the drug world. Hope you have fun...
13/June/11
Age 15
Hearing a lot of bizarre stories about the hallucinogenic effects of Diphenhydramine, I decided to experiment with this. Here is what happened when I did. Well first I looked it up on drugs-forum.com. A very strong trip was 400-800 mg. I wanted to be safe, so I took 500. I'm not going to tell you how the drug is described, you'll know soon. Diphenhydramine is most commonly found in Benadryl. However, it's also known to be in Unisom sleeping pills, and other generic copies. Well I took 10, and relaxed. Like any other hallucinogen it didn't take effect immediately. In about 45 minutes, a similar onset to acid, it began. There were translucent patterns everywhere. I was stunned. This was before I did LSA, so I was not used to this. I've haven't heard this reported in many other trip reports, probably because it's not that common. However I have heard about it during acid trips. My vision was also blurry and I was seeing double. Throughout my trip I had involuntary muscular spasms.
I felt like a stone. This heaviness made it nearly impossible to move. I sat down on my computer and played some Grateful Dead. The first hallucinations eventually began. These invisible creatures were roaming around. They were "Predator" style invisible, so I could see them. They looked like those grunts from Halo. I remember there was one right in front of me. It had no mass; I reached out my hand and tried to grab it. It was a phantom, taking no actual space, but I could see it. They were walking slowly and jumping around. This was fun, I just thought, wow, I'm tripping. So I sat down and just chilled. I read about other people experiences with the drugs on erowid.com and I got scared. I read about spiders. Personally I don't give a damn about spiders, but then I thought roaches. What if I see roaches? I was scared shitless. All of a sudden I felt some strong physical sensations. It was scaring me like hell. I was startled and thought there was a roach on me, but no. It was nothing. I was dysphoric, and paranoid. All I needed was a hug, but no one was there to give me one. Why am I so lonely? Why can't anybody give me a hug? I can't remember the last time I got a hug.
I turned on some Grateful Dead. This was a 13 minute live version of Eyes of the World. I helped me chill. I can't remember if it was Dick's Picks 3, or Dick's Picks 19. Yea, I know all that stuff, I'm a Deadhead. Now let's talk about music. This is one of the most commonly cited elements of Diphenhydramine, the increased appreciation of music. Sound just becomes more wide open, and overall better. The clarity of what you hear improves greatly. You hear little portions of music in you favorite songs that you've never heard before. It may just be a hallucination though. Listen again after the trip and see if it still there. You brain will become open to it afterwards. I started seeing small black dots resembling gnats fly through my vision. Now it's time to trip. I looked off to the side and saw very large cockroaches on the floor of my room. In reality I would be scared beyond belief. They seemed to form out of the black dots on the hardwood floor. Almost as if the spots become roaches. This was when I noticed that the ground was flowing like a river, probably because of the wood pattern. It was as if they were on a treadmill. They couldn't get to me.
I was still scared and couldn't stop looking at them. I haven't reached a delirium so I knew it was all a trip. I looked at my wall, and saw one crawl out the bottom of the floor. It was like the wall was a curtain, and it could easily be walked through. It crawled its way out the corner of the wall where the floor meets. It just stayed there, didn't even move. A big huge scorpion came from behind the same way and it grabbed the cockroach. It didn't even move its legs. The scorpion I mean. It legs were motionless as it sort of slide over there. It grabbed the roach, raised it up and took it back. The scorpion went back into the wall, again without moving its legs. The roach didn't even resist it just went with it. Didn't even wiggle its legs it just gave up on life. Also I saw a giant rat with an angry evil face come out from behind a stand. It looked at me, then turned its head, and walked backwards into the stand. It was never seen again.
I wandered around the room, finding it very difficult to move. I looked at all the other roaches. Some were normal looking, others were like real big. There was one in the kitchen that was white. Not like a baby one, this had wings. It was like a regular one, but white. In reality I would be scared out of my mind, I feel like a bitch because of my phobia. My dad one time said, "You need to grow some balls, your acting like a bitch. You ain't gonna make nothing out of yourself unless you stop." My mom also said once, "You ain't nothing but a punk." I hate myself for having this phobia. However I was so doped up it wasn't bothering me.
Eventually, they disappeared. Also I didn't feel like a bolder anymore. There was also a weird flash of light in the corner of my eye. Eventually I decided fuck this its bed time. I went to my room and was astonished. My Lime green walls were Royal Blue. What the fuck. The strange part is I read about that very same thing happening to someone else in their erowid trip report. On my chair, was this purple colored gym bag, I didn't really notice it. In fact it seemed normal. In fact I saw myself going into the bed from a third person. I didn't question any of it. When I woke up… holy shit. I had no feeling in my body. Kind of like when you rest on your arm and it ones numb, only this time my whole body was like that. I was paralyzed. It took me a while before I got to move.
Overall, it's fun but scary. Not for everyone. This ain't no acid. Welcome to the dark side of the drug world. Hope you have fun...
Why the hell did I do Diphenhydramine 2 days in a row
14/June/11
Age 15
Well this time, not learning the lesson from yesterday, decided to do it again. This time I had an annoying ass mutherfucker over my house. His mom and my mom were friends so I guess I had to hang with him. He was like 10 years old. However, I had a PS3 with Black Ops, so I had some form of hypnotic device to keep him in permanent STFU mode. Well I took 300 mgs this time. That's about one good strong trip. Didn't want a repeat of last night. You think being strung out on a powerful deliriant and playing video games with someone you don't like would end rather fucked up like.
Well lets see what happened. For one the hallucinations aren't as vivid as they were last night. I still felt really heavy though. Shadows would fly across my vision. I think I saw a person like shadow move through the hallway. Kinda of like they do in horror movies. I was paranoid and everything felt like a dream. Kind of like last night. Diphenhydramine makes everything seem fake. Kind of like nothing was there to begin with. Next thing I know, there he was. Remember that dog from Jay and Silent Bob strike back, the one that was supposed to be Scooby Doo, well there he was. Looking at me from out my window. He was grey and black though. When I moved up towards me he morphed into a flower pot. Not all cool like, he just sort of faded into one. Now after playing games with that kid, ?I walked though the hallway. I stepped on a little tile and heard an evil sound.
It was like a power drill, inside of a tank of helium, inside of a dying cat, inside of a blender, inside of a tornado, inside of a hurricane, inside of your fucking mind. Like "weeerreeeereeeeereeeeeereeevvvvvvvvvvvvveeerreee" like that. A winy wind like, drill like, sound that reminded me of a squirrel being tortured. It was pretty loud two. I was scared out my mind. I also saw a translucent aura around stuff. So I went to bed. I slept in one room, the other dude slept in the other. I heard the sound of my parents speaking. The lights were not yet out.
I looked around a corner and saw the most strangest thing ever. This was when I realized I had reached delirium. When you start having conversations with people who aren't there. I saw two tiny mushroom people sitting at a table, drinking tea and reading a newspaper. They wore suits and had little Mario mushrooms for heads. One was green one was red. They also had mustaches. The animation on them reminded me of Chowder or Adventure time. Not that I watch those shows, I just have seen images from them. It looked like the same animator of those shows animated my hallucinations.
One of them began speaking. The red one I think. He was speaking in what sounded like backwards talk. I saw myself again in a third person perspective. I nodding my head in agreement. I guess I knew what he was talking about. Eventually I snapped out of it and saw that they weren't there. I decided, better go to sleep before I lose my grip on reality. Last time I did I was constantly looking up the drug. That kept the fact that I was tripping fresh into my mind.
In bed I heard voices in the shadows, mostly my parents voices. Then something weird happened. There was a shadow monster in the darkness. He was black. My room was completely dark, and there was no one else in it. This thing was super black. Blacker than black. Blacker than the blackest black times infinity. You wonder how much more black could it be, and the answer is none. None more black. I was also in two places at once. One body was sitting there speaking to myself. And my other body was sitting in bed. It's so weird being two places at once. Impossible to describe. Kind of like your consciousness encompasses the whole room. And your bodies are just like two puppets. So while one body was resting, the other one was talking two that black monster thing. Again in a language I can't understand.
Overall this trip was alright. I had fun, but in my opinion the last one was scarier and more enjoyable. This one reached delirium though. Delirium sucks, it's ike your some other person. I still want that fucking hug. I never have any one to give me a hug. That's all I wanted, but no one was there to give me a hug. No one.
14/June/11
Age 15
Well this time, not learning the lesson from yesterday, decided to do it again. This time I had an annoying ass mutherfucker over my house. His mom and my mom were friends so I guess I had to hang with him. He was like 10 years old. However, I had a PS3 with Black Ops, so I had some form of hypnotic device to keep him in permanent STFU mode. Well I took 300 mgs this time. That's about one good strong trip. Didn't want a repeat of last night. You think being strung out on a powerful deliriant and playing video games with someone you don't like would end rather fucked up like.
Well lets see what happened. For one the hallucinations aren't as vivid as they were last night. I still felt really heavy though. Shadows would fly across my vision. I think I saw a person like shadow move through the hallway. Kinda of like they do in horror movies. I was paranoid and everything felt like a dream. Kind of like last night. Diphenhydramine makes everything seem fake. Kind of like nothing was there to begin with. Next thing I know, there he was. Remember that dog from Jay and Silent Bob strike back, the one that was supposed to be Scooby Doo, well there he was. Looking at me from out my window. He was grey and black though. When I moved up towards me he morphed into a flower pot. Not all cool like, he just sort of faded into one. Now after playing games with that kid, ?I walked though the hallway. I stepped on a little tile and heard an evil sound.
It was like a power drill, inside of a tank of helium, inside of a dying cat, inside of a blender, inside of a tornado, inside of a hurricane, inside of your fucking mind. Like "weeerreeeereeeeereeeeeereeevvvvvvvvvvvvveeerreee" like that. A winy wind like, drill like, sound that reminded me of a squirrel being tortured. It was pretty loud two. I was scared out my mind. I also saw a translucent aura around stuff. So I went to bed. I slept in one room, the other dude slept in the other. I heard the sound of my parents speaking. The lights were not yet out.
I looked around a corner and saw the most strangest thing ever. This was when I realized I had reached delirium. When you start having conversations with people who aren't there. I saw two tiny mushroom people sitting at a table, drinking tea and reading a newspaper. They wore suits and had little Mario mushrooms for heads. One was green one was red. They also had mustaches. The animation on them reminded me of Chowder or Adventure time. Not that I watch those shows, I just have seen images from them. It looked like the same animator of those shows animated my hallucinations.
One of them began speaking. The red one I think. He was speaking in what sounded like backwards talk. I saw myself again in a third person perspective. I nodding my head in agreement. I guess I knew what he was talking about. Eventually I snapped out of it and saw that they weren't there. I decided, better go to sleep before I lose my grip on reality. Last time I did I was constantly looking up the drug. That kept the fact that I was tripping fresh into my mind.
In bed I heard voices in the shadows, mostly my parents voices. Then something weird happened. There was a shadow monster in the darkness. He was black. My room was completely dark, and there was no one else in it. This thing was super black. Blacker than black. Blacker than the blackest black times infinity. You wonder how much more black could it be, and the answer is none. None more black. I was also in two places at once. One body was sitting there speaking to myself. And my other body was sitting in bed. It's so weird being two places at once. Impossible to describe. Kind of like your consciousness encompasses the whole room. And your bodies are just like two puppets. So while one body was resting, the other one was talking two that black monster thing. Again in a language I can't understand.
Overall this trip was alright. I had fun, but in my opinion the last one was scarier and more enjoyable. This one reached delirium though. Delirium sucks, it's ike your some other person. I still want that fucking hug. I never have any one to give me a hug. That's all I wanted, but no one was there to give me a hug. No one.
