BrightEyesIsMe
Bluelighter
Searching the darkness I call out your name
Are you still here?
My childhood friend you have always been by my side
But with time you were begining to fade
You taught me how to pick my self up when I messed up
You helped me get through things that I did not think I could do alone
I figured that as long as I had you around I could never fail
I never told anyone of our friendship
The world would not understand
But I was never quiet sure why I thought such
I at the time guess it did not matter as long as I had you
I went to a place today to visit you b/c I had a lot on my mind
You never showed up
I caught you that night I thought but it was just a dream
We never talked on the phone b/c we always knew just what the other was thinking
Notes never mattered b/c we told everything to each other
I always thought that with out you my world would be unreal
Well I have begun to embark upon my growing up finally
And you seem to have become a shadow
Or so I thought
I saw you not too long ago and reached for you
But you dissapeared like a puff of smoke...
I called out your name but it no longer seemed real to me
I cried later that night thinking of the world and growing up and then you came to mind, but it was too hard to piece together
I fell asleep
I woke up the next morning to a world just over the other side of the rainbow...
The place we were bestfriends
I began to realize that place did not exist anymore
That we did not exist anymore
And as hard as it was to let go and realize that you were never real...
You were not real b/c I made you up
The longer I thought about it the more I realized that You WAS actually Me!
I did all of the things I thought I could not do alone...all by my self
And I did of course make mistakes, but to myself I have not failed
And it was me picking myself up in unknown strength I held all along
And though it will be sad to see you go...my inner child like friend
I will always keep that part of myself inside
B/c it is in fact that the heart of a child is more lively, more open eyed, more understanding and loving
And those are all of the things I want to be.
Are you still here?
My childhood friend you have always been by my side
But with time you were begining to fade
You taught me how to pick my self up when I messed up
You helped me get through things that I did not think I could do alone
I figured that as long as I had you around I could never fail
I never told anyone of our friendship
The world would not understand
But I was never quiet sure why I thought such
I at the time guess it did not matter as long as I had you
I went to a place today to visit you b/c I had a lot on my mind
You never showed up
I caught you that night I thought but it was just a dream
We never talked on the phone b/c we always knew just what the other was thinking
Notes never mattered b/c we told everything to each other
I always thought that with out you my world would be unreal
Well I have begun to embark upon my growing up finally
And you seem to have become a shadow
Or so I thought
I saw you not too long ago and reached for you
But you dissapeared like a puff of smoke...
I called out your name but it no longer seemed real to me
I cried later that night thinking of the world and growing up and then you came to mind, but it was too hard to piece together
I fell asleep
I woke up the next morning to a world just over the other side of the rainbow...
The place we were bestfriends
I began to realize that place did not exist anymore
That we did not exist anymore
And as hard as it was to let go and realize that you were never real...
You were not real b/c I made you up
The longer I thought about it the more I realized that You WAS actually Me!
I did all of the things I thought I could not do alone...all by my self
And I did of course make mistakes, but to myself I have not failed
And it was me picking myself up in unknown strength I held all along
And though it will be sad to see you go...my inner child like friend
I will always keep that part of myself inside
B/c it is in fact that the heart of a child is more lively, more open eyed, more understanding and loving
And those are all of the things I want to be.
