chicagothizz
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hey whats up everybody...i've been meaning to share my experience with using molly and how i feel about it currently after using it a few times. sorry in advance forth long post.
my first experience with MDMA started a few years ago, when a lady friend who i was talking to at the time persuaded me to try an e pill. up until that point i was an avid weed smoker but a little hesitant to try it for E for the first time but my lady friend assured in a way only a beautiful lady can do me that it was safe and we would have fun. we grabbed some bud and popped the pill. about 30 to 45 minutes later while chilling at a friends house the shit kicked in and it was the most amazing feeling i had ever had. I remember sitting down looking at my phone and then suddenly my phone screen looks weird and i start to feel the most euphoric feeling i'd ever felt., i had the uncontrollable urge to text my friends and let them know how much i appreciated them being in my life. long story short me and my lady friend ended up leaving during the peak and just spending the night in my car listening to music, smoking some bud, and talking. i shared some personal stuff with her and she did with me, all the while I'm in control of everything i said and did and when it was over i dropped her off came home and went to sleep. the next day i felt good no hangover or ill after effects at all other than my jaw hurting from chewing the shit out of some gum.
after that night i didn't try e again for the next 3, so fast forward to my bday this past october....another female friend and her friend wanted to try a molly and it just so happen that i knew a guy who sold them. so i buy two and another one from a local guy (because the first guy only had two). we went out and popped the pills and what do you know only one of the three pills i bought actually worked.
so fast forward again to the halloween weekend. a friend of mines tells me he has 100% pure molly powder for sell. so i purchase two of them again with the same two ladies from before and and head up north to wrigleyville...the two ladies popped a half of capsule and me taking a whole one....and this time it worked. although this time i really didn't get the euphoric feeling and i felt more of a trippy feeling rather than the i love everybody feeling. my female friend and i ended up having one of the best nights of our lives and just like before i shared some personal stuff with her and she shared some personal with me and every since that night i feel as if we've grown a lot closer and have a better insight to our friendship/relationship. it was as if the barrier of communication was broken down and we could finally talk on a deeper level. plus my friend who is normally very shy at times and very self conscious was really feeling herself extra hard because she was very chatty and friendly that night too. after we where coming down we left i went home and went to sleep. the next day i felt great, like i could conquer the world, which lasted for about a week. i did feel a little weird the next day but that went away after i got out of bed a started to move around, but over all no hangover or negative effects.
after that magical night a month later nas and lauryn hill have a concert me and my lady friend decide to go and to go rolling...long story short they where again bunk pills that didn't work...still enjoyed the concert tho.
so fast forward to last night...after having the urge to recreate that night on halloween and searching damn near all over chicago a chick who i go to school with tells me she has some really good mollies. so i buy two pills, which where in a smaller pill capsule than the ones i got before but after doing a taste test i concluded that this was indeed what i had been searching and looking for. so I'm super peeked to get that magical feeling so we back to where we went to on halloween. she popped hers first and i popped mine after finding a park. so after about an hour or so my friend starts to say she feeling something but it wasn't like before. so we wait and i finally start to feel something but just as she stated its a very different feeling. not like a trippy or euphoric feeling this time its more of a weird feeling. this wasn't intense and all it did was make me chew on my gum extra hard and talk a little bit faster. this wasn't the feeling i was chasing after and hoping for kind of felt a little tingling feeling but wasn't strong and kind of came in waves. so instead of going out and enjoying the night we ended up just sitting in my car and talking for 4 hours until we both felt like we should go home. i thought that since the dose was small i thought that maybe we just didn't take enough to really feel it so i anticipated going home and going to sleep. however when i finally made it home and hit the bed i couldn't go to sleep and my body felt very different and strange. so lay wide awake and feeling kinda of wired...i have a slight headache possibly due to not drinking a lot of water...but i have an overall strange feeling throughout my body,i still haven't been to sleep, and i kinda feel like shit.
now after doing what i can only assume as molly 3 times...i am left with completely different experiences for each time. i honestly feel like this is a sign from God because every since halloween night i've been wanting and thinking about molly damn near everyday, and that became somewhat troubling to me. i was somewhat worried because my family has a history of addictive tendencies and i felt like was thinking about mollies too much. i was sort of conflicted about using it again because i felt i got the enlightening experience out of it i was hoping but didn't get out of shrooms and 2cb(which made me feel kinda antsy, stoned, and confused) but i felt like i was playing with something that if i didn't really try to exhibit self-control would eventually become an out of control habit.
so out of the 5 times i tried MDMA with 2 times being ineffective and the rest of the times being three really different experiences i can honestly say i won't be doing molly or any MDMA related substance for a very long time if ever again. the first two times where great with the second being a more profound insightful experience. this last time though has dramatically changed how i feel about the whole molly thing esp because of how i felt during the "roll". like i said it kinda felt like a roll but was like a mild version of it, wit just the speedy feeling and none of the good feelings that I've gotten in the past. i can only attribute this harsh hangover feeling to either me not drinking enough water, i didn't give my serotonin level enough time to replenish, or it wasn't molly that i ingested(if your new to taking pills please do yourself a favor and buy a tester of some sort, you'll be glad you invested in it). before last night i felt like the whole world and everybody in it should know about MDMA and its wonders. i wanted to relive that night on halloween so bad, I even dreamed about searching for molly in my sleep. however i think I've come to finally respect this drug the way it should be respected. i can say i have no desire right now to pop another pill and if i do in the future i will test the contents of it. i planned to go out and go searching for some mints around nye but i think ill be good high off life and some good bud instead. i just wanted to share with you guys my experiences with molly/mdma and to warn against taking random powder that you haven't tested...sorry again thats its so long but thanks if you read it
my first experience with MDMA started a few years ago, when a lady friend who i was talking to at the time persuaded me to try an e pill. up until that point i was an avid weed smoker but a little hesitant to try it for E for the first time but my lady friend assured in a way only a beautiful lady can do me that it was safe and we would have fun. we grabbed some bud and popped the pill. about 30 to 45 minutes later while chilling at a friends house the shit kicked in and it was the most amazing feeling i had ever had. I remember sitting down looking at my phone and then suddenly my phone screen looks weird and i start to feel the most euphoric feeling i'd ever felt., i had the uncontrollable urge to text my friends and let them know how much i appreciated them being in my life. long story short me and my lady friend ended up leaving during the peak and just spending the night in my car listening to music, smoking some bud, and talking. i shared some personal stuff with her and she did with me, all the while I'm in control of everything i said and did and when it was over i dropped her off came home and went to sleep. the next day i felt good no hangover or ill after effects at all other than my jaw hurting from chewing the shit out of some gum.
after that night i didn't try e again for the next 3, so fast forward to my bday this past october....another female friend and her friend wanted to try a molly and it just so happen that i knew a guy who sold them. so i buy two and another one from a local guy (because the first guy only had two). we went out and popped the pills and what do you know only one of the three pills i bought actually worked.
so fast forward again to the halloween weekend. a friend of mines tells me he has 100% pure molly powder for sell. so i purchase two of them again with the same two ladies from before and and head up north to wrigleyville...the two ladies popped a half of capsule and me taking a whole one....and this time it worked. although this time i really didn't get the euphoric feeling and i felt more of a trippy feeling rather than the i love everybody feeling. my female friend and i ended up having one of the best nights of our lives and just like before i shared some personal stuff with her and she shared some personal with me and every since that night i feel as if we've grown a lot closer and have a better insight to our friendship/relationship. it was as if the barrier of communication was broken down and we could finally talk on a deeper level. plus my friend who is normally very shy at times and very self conscious was really feeling herself extra hard because she was very chatty and friendly that night too. after we where coming down we left i went home and went to sleep. the next day i felt great, like i could conquer the world, which lasted for about a week. i did feel a little weird the next day but that went away after i got out of bed a started to move around, but over all no hangover or negative effects.
after that magical night a month later nas and lauryn hill have a concert me and my lady friend decide to go and to go rolling...long story short they where again bunk pills that didn't work...still enjoyed the concert tho.
so fast forward to last night...after having the urge to recreate that night on halloween and searching damn near all over chicago a chick who i go to school with tells me she has some really good mollies. so i buy two pills, which where in a smaller pill capsule than the ones i got before but after doing a taste test i concluded that this was indeed what i had been searching and looking for. so I'm super peeked to get that magical feeling so we back to where we went to on halloween. she popped hers first and i popped mine after finding a park. so after about an hour or so my friend starts to say she feeling something but it wasn't like before. so we wait and i finally start to feel something but just as she stated its a very different feeling. not like a trippy or euphoric feeling this time its more of a weird feeling. this wasn't intense and all it did was make me chew on my gum extra hard and talk a little bit faster. this wasn't the feeling i was chasing after and hoping for kind of felt a little tingling feeling but wasn't strong and kind of came in waves. so instead of going out and enjoying the night we ended up just sitting in my car and talking for 4 hours until we both felt like we should go home. i thought that since the dose was small i thought that maybe we just didn't take enough to really feel it so i anticipated going home and going to sleep. however when i finally made it home and hit the bed i couldn't go to sleep and my body felt very different and strange. so lay wide awake and feeling kinda of wired...i have a slight headache possibly due to not drinking a lot of water...but i have an overall strange feeling throughout my body,i still haven't been to sleep, and i kinda feel like shit.
now after doing what i can only assume as molly 3 times...i am left with completely different experiences for each time. i honestly feel like this is a sign from God because every since halloween night i've been wanting and thinking about molly damn near everyday, and that became somewhat troubling to me. i was somewhat worried because my family has a history of addictive tendencies and i felt like was thinking about mollies too much. i was sort of conflicted about using it again because i felt i got the enlightening experience out of it i was hoping but didn't get out of shrooms and 2cb(which made me feel kinda antsy, stoned, and confused) but i felt like i was playing with something that if i didn't really try to exhibit self-control would eventually become an out of control habit.
so out of the 5 times i tried MDMA with 2 times being ineffective and the rest of the times being three really different experiences i can honestly say i won't be doing molly or any MDMA related substance for a very long time if ever again. the first two times where great with the second being a more profound insightful experience. this last time though has dramatically changed how i feel about the whole molly thing esp because of how i felt during the "roll". like i said it kinda felt like a roll but was like a mild version of it, wit just the speedy feeling and none of the good feelings that I've gotten in the past. i can only attribute this harsh hangover feeling to either me not drinking enough water, i didn't give my serotonin level enough time to replenish, or it wasn't molly that i ingested(if your new to taking pills please do yourself a favor and buy a tester of some sort, you'll be glad you invested in it). before last night i felt like the whole world and everybody in it should know about MDMA and its wonders. i wanted to relive that night on halloween so bad, I even dreamed about searching for molly in my sleep. however i think I've come to finally respect this drug the way it should be respected. i can say i have no desire right now to pop another pill and if i do in the future i will test the contents of it. i planned to go out and go searching for some mints around nye but i think ill be good high off life and some good bud instead. i just wanted to share with you guys my experiences with molly/mdma and to warn against taking random powder that you haven't tested...sorry again thats its so long but thanks if you read it
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