One thing I don't miss about Melbourne. 4 seasons in one day (hour?!).You Melbourne bastards. I left sunny Sydney to come down for the tennis and it was miserable, raining and FREEZING. Then I get home today, switch on the tennis, and it's hot and sunny!
I have a rat. A native one, but it's still a rat.
It chewed on some lovely Roma tomatoes that I had out ripening![]()
Oh, and he likes Special K too it seems. He knocked over my compost to get at some special K that I couldn't eat.![]()
Look away if you aren't interested in a long, rambling post full of self pity and whining.
NSFW:I found out today that I haven't been accepted back to Vic Uni to finish my Bio Med degree... I'm just... gutted basically. It was hard not to burst into tears on the tram after I had read the news. Near the start of the year, I was told by at least 2 different people who work at Vic Uni that I would get in for sure, which completely changed my hope, and life, and what I thought was going to be my future. I thought I could finally achieve something that I really wanted. Finally feel like I was something more than a useless loser I had been feeling like.
So now that's gone. It's not like any other uni is going to take me if Vic Uni won't. Vic Uni is the piece of shit uni out in the western suburbs! There are car bombings out there!! My campuses were St Albans and Footscray!
When I did my HSc I actually had the clearly-in ENTER/UAI to get into a Bachelor of Science at The University of Melbourne. But like an idiot, I chose La Trobe university, because I wanted to do Biological Sciences straight away and for some stupid reason the fact that the first year was in Wodonga and thus closer to the place I grew up in. which I considered a bonus for some stupid reason.
But I fucked up and I fucked up and I fucked up, first with binge drinking and the (and always) with anxiety, and terrible depression, meth, and blah blah blah terrible, and now it's come to this, getting rejected by Vic Uni for a course I have completed 2/3rds of anyway. Before this year I assumed this was the position that I was in until that guy from the uni was all "You should definitely come back, I'll even ring major lecturers and stuff to make sure blah blah"
Bah. This weekend Busty and I had a serious conversation regarding activities and outings over the next month or so. We concluded that we could only either do Earth Freq or Orbital and not both - purely based on the fact that I haven't been earning anything over the school holidays.
Poobumshitcunt. So disappointed.![]()
vanth said:Look away if you aren't interested in a long, rambling post full of self pity and whining....