You're right Rean excersie helps a lot. I used to spend hours in the gym, I used to juice too and went to test dr today and he gave me androgel which will bring up my test levels and helps with energy too. I've heard of clinics using it too but probably those really expensive one in Malibu for 40-50k. They also have that procedure which they basically put u in a coma for a few days and past withdrawals but of course there are other things that need to change. That's scary but I know through some of my worst withdrawals I probably would have forked over the $$$. Money isn't an issue so getting my Oxys r easy, too easy. But this week have min funds because my cash is tied up in investments and just killing it at around 25% over the past 10 months or so. Trump? Not to get into politics but I've made plenty of $ lately and good thing.
My d.o.c (oxy) contacts/dealers know I'm doing this and never push and respect it. They know they'll lose cash but are cool with me living a sober life as most of them deal to feed their habit. I can't stress enough how much gabapentin has helped. I've done 15mg oxy a little spaced out after 22 hours without anything but gabs and really feel fine. And wasn't that bad when I took them, oxy. I've used gabs in the past and have 300, 300mg pills. I'll use basically 150 to go through withdrawal and then use the other 150 to wean off gabs. If u r ever desperate, gabs can be a way to go for you. Especially if u don't have a tolerance, it will actually make u feel real good. Withdrawals were a breeze last time I used gabs but had a low tolerance and it was too easy and of course used again cause I know I can always use gabs to get off oxy. Gabs truly are a miracle drug for wds. Too me better than subs. Yes take large doses worked for me. I can almost guarantee if I had a user of oxy 50-150mg per day for 6 months or so I could get them off the junk and feeling well and basically no wd. I've got a tolerance now so I will take just a few while I use the small dose of oxy and then bump it up, gabs, when I'm done and should be good. I def feel great after using a total now of 20mg oxy today vs 200mg I took for months maybe even a year. I can only say that the gabs work for me but need high doses. I've taken up to 15,000-20,000mg per day for a few days to get through withdrawal but of course with my tolerance. Someone who never used them would need like 3,000-5,000 per day and be just fine. Maybe a little sloppy drunk like feeling but able to go to work just fine. I cant say it works for everyone, but the stories I've read when people had used them just didn't take enough in my opinion, but has for me sooooo many times but this time my gab tolerance is high so I'll be taking a lot but should be pretty smooth sailing. Fingers crossed. I could take all of the 30 5's I got today but didn't as this is it BL. I'll be completely off by Friday morning and will have at least 12 hours sober and have weekend to get through the crap days even though I have a bday party for family member. So I'll go and might be good for me. I'm looking forward to the next few days. I know I took oxy today but don't feel like I failed but may even lower it more for two days and then stop. I have a good feeling about it, could be from the few oxys I took today but really 20mg compared to 200mg per day I can't really say it's the oxy. I know I have some comfort meds if need be and as a lady resort some subs. Again I think people take waaaaay to high dose of subs when they start. I've used 1mg to induct, and then maybe another 1mg, maybe the first day and then just lowered to sliver by 4-5 days and that's it. I've read many good/bad stories but I feel like the good ones aren't posted because they're off and stay off and BL could be a trigger. I know when I'm going through wd or quitting I would read all the stories on bl. Shoot I've officially been a member for over 3 years. I don't post much will start and may come back after I quit or maybe I will to let everyone know I'm at 1 month, 6 month, etc. that will be nice. Thank you all for the support. Everyone here has truly been so great and I can't say how much that's means to me, yes u may know I'm a 39year old male with an oxy habit with a good job. But other than that....this forum has kept my mind busy and now going to lay down and watch Netflix, probably any episode of always sunny in Philadelphia. That's where my user name came from. Any fans out there? Workaholics got me through one really bad withdrawal. To this day sometimes it's tough to watch an episode but again sorta love it cause it helped me get clean. I mean even in the darkest withdrawal I couldn't help laugh.
Exercise is important. Heck I walked 5-6 miles today during lunch and it when I got home but had a lay dinner cause I had to drop off testosterone script and wait so I can use it tomorrow. It's called Androgel. Works very well. I just severed a nerve in finger so pushing weight which I love has to wait but the walks e good. I got on scale at dr office and 199.5#. I haven't weighed that little in a looon time. This oxy cycle has caused me not to hit the gym and lose a lot of muscle. I can weight 220-230 with about 11% body fat and look pretty good. My wife like me bigger not 165# and ripped. She actually likes the extra weight and I know I trade the oxy addiction for gym addiction but at least it's healthier. On my gym site I go to I can't tell u how many ex users there are there and many of them are now addicted to the gym but mostly in a healthier manner and not going too crazy but I can tell u I've done 4-5 months of almost 3 hours before works at gym and 3 after and looked wicked good and fealt a natural high. I have a story about July 14 one time getting home from gym, of course I was clean at the time but will post in the morning. Have a great evening everyone and stay strong. Talk to u soon. Thanks again you have all made my day. Till tomorrow.
