attention_horror_621
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ive been pretty heavy into self medicating for a while, weed, kratom, benzedrex, non script valium, alcohol, caffeine pills, etc. etc..,, but soon im gonna go to a psych to hopefully get something to help with my crippling anxiety (all day constant struggle, completely isolated bc of it, anxiety attacks, etc.) and what i believe to be adhd (cant keep focus literally at all unless on stims [an issue present before stims btw so ik its not withdrawal or whatever] (among other symptoms, not the important thing here tho, not trying to get all venty))
im hoping to get adderall at the very least and hopefully some sort of benzo. ik asking about that would make me sound like a total junkie (not wrong),, but ive actually made quite a bit of progress self medicating, and a huge part of why i want a legit script is so i can replicate what i get from shitty unhealthy methods of medicating (i.e.,, benzedrex and kratom keep me focused and sane,, but kratom makes me vomit and benz gives me insomnia and heart palps,,,., had huge anxiety improvements when using valium,, but i didnt have a reliable source so i turned to mixing with alch to stretch my supply out, etc.)
would bringing up my self medicating experience, and my desire to achieve similar effects in a more regulated and safe manner help my case,,, or would it black list me from all abuseable substances lol (ik no1 can speak for all psychs but just generally)..
thx in advance!! ^^
edit: oh, and to clarify, im getting an evaluation by a therapist,, then getting prescribed meds by a separate, therapist-recommended psych. so i would have a diagnosis by the time i talk to a psych.
im hoping to get adderall at the very least and hopefully some sort of benzo. ik asking about that would make me sound like a total junkie (not wrong),, but ive actually made quite a bit of progress self medicating, and a huge part of why i want a legit script is so i can replicate what i get from shitty unhealthy methods of medicating (i.e.,, benzedrex and kratom keep me focused and sane,, but kratom makes me vomit and benz gives me insomnia and heart palps,,,., had huge anxiety improvements when using valium,, but i didnt have a reliable source so i turned to mixing with alch to stretch my supply out, etc.)
would bringing up my self medicating experience, and my desire to achieve similar effects in a more regulated and safe manner help my case,,, or would it black list me from all abuseable substances lol (ik no1 can speak for all psychs but just generally)..
thx in advance!! ^^
edit: oh, and to clarify, im getting an evaluation by a therapist,, then getting prescribed meds by a separate, therapist-recommended psych. so i would have a diagnosis by the time i talk to a psych.