...so yeah, kids are staying at their dad's 300 miles away so what do i do??...i make up some DMT from Mimosa after hearing on youtube about people having 'life changing amazing experiences' and 'spiritual awakenings'.....so i put some with some legal weed and tobacco, i hollow out a small plastic lidded bottle so that i do not waste any 'DMT smoke' in between tokes and i put on the hunger games....what happens next is a bit of a blurr but it ended up with me dashing next door to Mum's to ask her if i was still alive.....she was making her dinner and asked if i wanted some...i grab a pear and begin eating it cos i thought it would stop me from dieing......my Mum puts a plate of food down and asks if i want ketchup....i do....i randomly eat at bits of food then tell Mum i'm about to die and she needs to phone 999....she being obviously unaffected by any substance made the suggestion i phone MIND ...we then both go upstairs in search of a number that is not 999.....i make random calls on her phone to check that i'mn not stuck in limbo and dead......then i speak with the NHS who eventually managed to talk me down...and ask me questions like am i bleeding excessively or have i been...err no.....am i likely to be violent?....no.....and on and on with silly but i guess relevant and in hindsight helpful questions as it brought me back to reality....they decide i can now form sentences and my breathing sounds calmer so they advise me not to smoke anymore DMT and have a nice night...or words to that effect...i then remain at Mums for a bit in tears at my pathetic actions....then i come home to find both my back and front door wide open.....i vaguely recall standing at my front door deciding whether to walk out (bare foot)....i clearly did not close it on the way to the back door to descend on my hungry mother to inform her of my imminent death and ruin her dinner plans.....
today i see that therapist for the first time.....i have a joint of DMT i have smoked on and off this morning....yes i am very stupid
today i see that therapist for the first time.....i have a joint of DMT i have smoked on and off this morning....yes i am very stupid