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Trouble with oxycontin.

Nolafo

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Hello ya'll.

SWIM was interested in trying oxy. This is because SWIMs tolerance got somewhat upped after using tramadol a few times a week for a while. Now SWIM can't get a good high (not that you ever really can with tramadol, as expressed by SWIM) without getting the nausea since the dose needed to be increased. Oxy seemed like a good alternative, since he or she wasn't interested in heroin, too much of a hassle with the needles, and SWIM isn't sure it's a good idea to snort or smoke it since that seems like more trouble than just getting oxy, smash and snort it, or smash and swallow in an emptied capsule.

SWIM bought 4 pills of 20 mg oxy, crushed it up and snorted two of them. SWIM was very disappointed. All that happened was that SWIM got a mild euphoria, as with tramadol or milder, and then got really fucking sleepy and easily irritable. The euphoria faded within an hour. SWIM felt wronged and confused. He or she ate the last two pills after crushing them a week or so later, it wasn't much better, but a little better. Basically the same high with less side effects and more effect. Nowhere near good enough, though.

SWIM asked for advice on reddit, but only got ignorance and judgement in reply (what a bunch of children). He or she then asked me to get an account here to ask you fine people for advice. What happened? Was SWIM scammed? Seems unlikely since the pills were factory sealed and stamped. Do some people have this reaction? A friend of SWIMs said he or she needs to buy capsules instead of pills, that they are much better, but SWIM has not found anything to corroborate this claim.

SWIM now seeks any and all advice on the topic at hand. Is there a simple way to take heroin, and at the same time avoiding roundly stepped on shit? Is there another opioid that would satisfy SWIMs desires? Did SWIM make some mistake last time around?

SWIM uses Alphabay to buy drugs, but other suggestions are welcome, sellers included. Otherwise, be creative, help a brother or sister out. Peace.
 
We dont use SWIM here, it does not save you from POSSIBLY being criminalized by whatever you say. Nonetheless, your tolerance is obviously just much higher than you might think. Any opiate/opioid, yes even tramadol, can increase your tolerance a good bit even if youre not getting great effects all the time.

Also, if you want to enjoy your tramadol a little more, youll need some time and patience. Try staggering doses of 50mg every 45minutes until you reach your intended dose
 
Sounds like you need a tolerance break. And when you say you sorted oxy, did you mean OxyContin or oxycodone? Oxycodone has acetaminophen in it(Tylenol) which is very bad and greatly lowers the affects. OxyContin is the instant release and have high street value. Anyway back to the question, unfortunately for your case I see no option besides a tolerance break considering opiate tolerance builds up quick. You could however choose herion, which I don't recommend at all. Extremely addictive and no way of getting around stepped on shit, I've had friends OD and die from one bean because you don't know what it's cut with, and they shady dealers you get it from don't care about your well being either. Some dealers even intentionally cut a certain batch so that one person dies and their stuff is labeled as "the strongest". tolerance with dope also builds up very quickly and will soon be using not to get that "high", but instead using it to cope with the withdrawals and to feel "normal" again. No judgement here just educating you from experiences I've had and seen. Scary stuff, like playing Russian roulette with your life every time you shoot up. Back to my original point. Tolerance break is your best bet to get that high you're looking for and avoid addiction.
 
Oh I'm sorry, I just read you said OxyContin in the title. All the more reason to cut back for a while, snorting that is like legal heroin, doesn't get much stronger
 
I appreciate your concern, I really do, but I am very well aware of the workings of addiction. I have taken tramadol more often then now at one point (every day, when prescribed from a doctor) and I didn't get this tolerance. The tramadol I had now was old, perhaps out of date, which might explain the bad effects and side effects.

Don't worry about me getting addicted, that isn't going to happen. I've always been very careful with that risk. I have close friends, I visit my family regularly, I attend university, I have a love interest, a future and I'm frankly loving life. I have waaay too much to lose to ever get close to fucking up my life with addiction. There's a reason I only bought 4 pills last time, I wasn't planning on using more than once a week, and when dry not buy instantly. 23% of people who try heroin become addicts. I would bet my own life (which in some way I am) that I am in the 77% here. I just want to know why my highs are so low.

The tolerance break you speak of shouldn't have been an issue, there was a gap of several weeks or even months between the last tramadol usage and the oxy, and it has also been at least 2-3 months since I took the oxy now (which was the last opioid usage). I am also familiar with how opioid tolerance is increased. All this might ease your concern for my addiction risk.

I suspect I was just given oxycodine even though I bought oxycontin. Don't know how to be sure what I get though.
 
Hey,

Since i can't persuade you from staying away from opioids coppla advices on damage control.
When u ask oxy question please, mention what particular pills u refer to- name, imprint, etc.
I don't think anything over 10mg is cut with acetaminophen but watch out for the later.
Best euphoria and overall high comes from 30mg oxycodone.
Street names roxy, blues, blueberries.
If 40mg of your oxy didn't work take 1 roxy. Don't snort it.
Take orally and chase with 3 cups of grapefruit juice. If it doesn't give u desired effects, take 60mg next day same way.
If that doesn't work, then your tolerance is too high and u have to stop using opioids for 2-3 months. If u do roxy too often it will stop working same way tram did.
Avoid dope. U never know what it cut with. Risking either poisoning ur body or ending up dead if it's cut with fent. If ur curiosity prevails, snort it, never IV.

P.S. "Don't worry about me getting addicted, that isn't going to happen" - that's what every last addict said before getting hooked, including myself. Ur knocking on Hell's door.
 
Hey!

Well, this is a harm reduction site, no? That's why I came here. Thanks for your advice on roxy, i will try it. And again, there seems to be nothing I can say to convince you, but really, don't worry about me, I'll be fine. I've thought that exact thought for two years now, and never have I been close to danger. Perhaps if my family dies in a car crash or something but I'll proceed on the assumption that won't happen.
 
Hi and welcome!

Be careful with opioids.
I know, I know. You think "I'll be fine, there's no way I'll get addicted!" and well, that's the exact same attitude that countless addicts had at some point.
And it's also this attitude that, in my opinion, is actually most dangerous.

I could use opioids sporadically with no problems for 3 years and I attribute that in part to being extra careful and constantly having the idea in my mind that I'm not a special snowflake, that I can get addicted as everyone and that I needed to be very careful.
I wouldn't say I'm an addict now but I'm close to it.

Trust me 2 years isn't a lot and you aren't immune to addiction.
 
I don't want to be a dick about it, but I was really just asking about oxy. I though bluelight was above this addiction fright. Plenty of people who say they will never abuse drugs are wrong, plenty who say it are right. Addiction is very complicated and I understand better than most, because I find it very interesting, and keep myself well read and up to date on it. Please stop asking me to be careful. I used MUCH more drugs a couple of years ago, and got a pay raise at the same time for good performance at work. I made my meals, I functioned very well. I take waay less now and I know much more about drugs and addiction. I will not become an addict. Please stop patronising me. If I was going to become an addict, clearly you wouldn't be able to stop me on a bluelight thread. This feel more like virtue signaling, or making an unrelated issue about yourself (if you are an addict who thought he'd avoid it). Just information about oxycontin, please and thank you.
 
Nolafo, u sound like a kid to me.
I first replied to ur post with roxy advise, missing ur quote: SWIM uses Alphabay to buy drugs, but other suggestions are welcome, sellers included. Otherwise, be creative, help a brother or sister out. Peace. What a dumb fck i am, i thought, cause it looked like u were promoting, and Comfy95 should've just deleted ur thread as a Moderator. But then u never mentioned it again, strongly advising against patronizing u about opioids. And ur questioning oxy after so said two year experience??? Oxy??? Year into my abuse I could tell u what was viks, perks,hydro(with cold water filtration), oxycontin, oxycodone, roxycodone, dil, morph, fentanyl patch abused 3 different ways, OC 80, that was everybodies favorite after scratch of time release, let alone subs,honey and dope. And I even could control it for about 5 years, believe it or not. I guess u could as well, until u get a constant supplier or wild availability. Good luck.
 
God damnit, why are you here? I don't give a shit about anything you have to say. Go annoy someone else.
 
Hey there
Firstly it's your life and you can and will do whatever you choose to do , no one on here can stop you we can only offer advice because we have been there and bought the Tshirt and when you say this is a harm reduction site you are right ... But reading your thread made me very upset because you have no idea what it's like to have to take pills to feel "normal" which creeps up on you without any warning... what was once to get you high eventually you have to take to not be ill ...you are getting annoyed because people are giving you their advice which is " stay away from opiates " because we know what's going to happen to you because it's happened to us !! You have no idea what I would give to be in the position your in now and how grateful I would of been to have been given the advice you are receiving on here ... I now have to take 30-60 DHC pills a day to give me the energy to get up of the sofa and run my business and take care of my children and my house ... I panick when I'm running low and constantly sourcing different ways of getting more ...it has totally consumed my life . I am a mother I own my own business I have everything I could of ever wished for but I can't enjoy any of it because all I think about is pills and they are destroying my life which I could of prevented if I'd of had someone tell me what we are telling you!!!
I'd of been wary of what I was doing and I'd of noticed the addiction as it was happening and maybe I wouldn't be in this mess I'm in now ....I started my taper yesterday and I am going to do everything I can to get myself my life back ...you are already at the place we all want to be you arnt addicted yet you have what we all crave which is not to be dependant of anything ... I HAVE TO take pills so I am not Ill I have to take them so I can look after my children I have take them to function like you do naturally .... Nobody on here thought they would get addicted everybody thinks they are different , will never happen to them ... Treat all opiates with the respect they deserve because they will sneak up on you and totally consume you especially pills !!!!
We are not being patronising I wish someone would of done for me what we are doing here for you .... Hope you take this message how it is intended and not get all bitchy ...take it from someone who is having to try really really hard to not pop 30 right now, it's a shit life and it will only get worse ...you do not want to be where I am now .... I wouldn't wish my life on anyone , just listen and take the advice from people who KNOW What they are talking about ...
Good luck and be smart and take the advice ... What once was to make me feel "good" I now HAVE to take so I'm not ill... Stay the fuck away from them ... It's the devil xx
 
So much of what you said Batman describes me perfectly. :( I can say I feel your pain. I wish I could simply worry about what/how to take something to feel good. When anymore I scramble just to find ANYTHING that will keep me from being sick. People depend on me to be "here" and present even though I"m constantly criticized that I'm not doing enough when what I do even though trivial some days is still like moving mountains most days because from waking til sleeping all I think about is planning ahead enough to not be sick.
 
Hey there silly gal
How are you today?
Reading your post it sounds like I could of written it ... It sounds exactly like my life ... It is truly a living nightmare and a constant battle to feel "well" not high just "well"... I read the post that nolafo written asking about pills to get high and saying she doesn't want to do H as it seems like too much trouble and it's absolutely killed me reading it that she has what we and so many other people dream of which is not physically dependant on anything to be able to get through a day and she's asking for help to get HIGH!! and even contemplating H to get high... Pills are my thing and I'm massively addicted but even I wouldn't contemplate taking H ..I understand how people do end up there but for her to say she doesn't want to mess with needles as its too much hassle and she's not even addicted to anything and still thinking and talking about H like that .... Fucking hell ... Wake up!!!!!!
It just really upset me reading how she knows she won't get addicted ... Jesus ...from the outside looking in on my life I have it all and no one would ever think that I am a drug addict ..I am well educated . I run my own successful business , I have a nice house and car I have lovely well mannered children.... From the outside looking in I have the dream cookie cutter life ... But on the inside I'm a mess ... And I don't know how long I'm going to be able to keep my head above water .... I want to not be like this anymore I want to enjoy the life I've worked so hard to give myself but because of these fucking pills I can see it slowly crumbling around me and I don't feel like I have the strength to stop it from happening ....I am going to try and dig myself out of this massive hole but I have no one to talk to about it ... I just can't tell anyone in my life what's really going on with me ...I just can't ... Everyone thinks of me as this happy, witty perfect mother who is always full of life and jokes when really I'm dying inside .... I just don't know how to not be like this , I don't want to go onto subutex which I've heard is even harder to come off than what I take now ...I can't imagine anything being harder than this ... I know it is but I can't imagine anything having a grip of me as tight as DHC does .... I've been prescribed lots of different opiates like fentanyl patches but nothing does it for me like DHC ... I just know I'm ready to stop I just don't know how I'm going to do it ... If you fancy a chat with someone who gets it and won't Judge you if you just want to talk to someone who understands and feels what your going through , private message me and I'll give you my email address or mobile number and we can talk ... Would be nice to speak to someone who totally gets it for both of us ?... The worst part is being around so many people but feeling so so alone at the same time because you can't share what your going through with them Coz they'll judge and they won't understand ...if you want to talk .... I'm here ?... Anytime at all ok.... We both want out of this shitty mess we have got into and we could help each other ...
I hope your ok ....I'm here if you need me xxx
 
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Nolafo bro, most people hip deep in it have pretty good advice which they gave you. Have you ever heard of a functioning addict? By the way, being one isn't the stereotypical stereotype brother.
 
Statistics are simply superior in every way to anecdotes, every single time. Statistics say 23% of people who use heroin (should be comparable to oxy, no?) will become addicts, they also say the people at the highest risk are people who are damaged in some way. Meaning they were raised with neglect or abuse, they are unemployed and/or do not have a bright future, close friends, a supportive family, etc. There are of course exceptions, as you might be, but this is the rule. Considering I am nowhere near the kind of person who would be put in this risk zone, and the fact that I am actually very well read and careful when it comes to addiction and drug use, you can imagine this kind of talk still feels condescending to me.

However, I get the feeling you are sincerely trying to help me, unlike some other people who just wants to turn it in to a pity-fest conversation about their own shit life, and I do really appreciate your advice. It may have moved me some, but mostly I think I changed my mind because I recently met a girl, and I'd rather spend my money doing MDMA with her than taking oxy on my own. I am careful, and I will be fine. I wish you could just know that as surely as I know it, because I think I know it on a level which most pre-addicts don't. I don't usually brag about knowing shit about stuff, but this is a honest to god interest of mine, and has been a long time. I know exactly what kind of red flags I should look for in myself, and I continuously question and contemplate my own use of drugs to ensure my life doesn't get flipped on it's head like yours.

I really, really hope you get back on your feet. And I hope this was just a dark chapter in a long and healthy life. My best wishes, and thanks.
 
Nolafo I am sorry for all of the crap you seem to be getting on this forum. Usually isn't this way but you just have to remember that their intentions are good. Anyway I would recommend taking a break to reduce your tolerance, because with that amount you should definitely be feeling some strong effects. 20-40 mg is enough for most without a tolerance to feel decent effects so make that your tolerance goal. (Most likely won't go quite that low so don't feel bad) :)
 
Definitely take a break may need to be a longer break. But like everyone else has said please be careful I've said the same things until it was just never enough the high just wasnt High enough then I landed in a hospital bed. Have fun just be careful.
 
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